I want to share a story with you all...
I was in 2 year relationship with a guy and it was like we'll stay forever together but recently i broke up with him because I'm moving out of country and there is no possibility that i will return and before moving from country i unblocked my bestfriend whome my boyfriend told me block so that i could leave country without any personal grudges with anyone but now my boyfriend (ex boyfriend) is being so toxic he thinks i broke up with me because of my bestfriend with whom i don't even talk and that's making me so stressed because i really loved my boyfriend he thinks all i did these 2 years was fake but this situation came where I'm leaving country i have to break up with him so that he don't want for me but that's making so sad and he's also upset I'm not able to explain him why i did this.....any suggestions what should i do?

He's not ready to listen he just keep on taunting me 

Thankyou so much for your suggestion i feel much better honestly thankyou ❤️

3am Thoughts

"I dont know" thats the term i use after i have completed swirling in my thoughts. I think my situation is extraordinary but truly many of us are feeling the same. I have no clue how to find peace for my restless mind. My brain is tired but it doesnt stop even when i am asleep. The regrets i carry on my chest. Will never disappear. But will i ever be happy or it will be a myth for me too. I cant change anything but i cant even change my desires. I am stuck and hopeless. Or maybe hopeful hence i haven't committed anything stupid.

Affirmations

Yes I love my best friend there was a tym I really wanted to kiss him but now when things are going in the direction I wanted it doesn't feel good . I love him I care for him I want to be him and I am even ready to spend my lyf with him but as friend I don't feel that this relationship will work in future . I somehow think that there is a Loop hole and we will fall in that . Every thing is gonna end . Today or after 1 year but it will . The impact will be cured in less tym we I say no but it will take tym if I say yes . I want to be with him but as friends . 

Friends

Hey guys thanks for always being there and I totally appreciate you all y'all are just so kind actually I wanted to ask about you about something related to career I'm currently in 12th commerce and I have options baf,bbi,bms and If y'all know anymore please feel free to tell me about it also a little background I'm not that a good student but a Average student also I don't want to do llb,ca,cs any of that but surely you can tell me about MBAs it would be great to know please help thanks 

Career

Mein khamosi Tere man ki, 
tu ankaha alfaz Mera..
Mein ek uljha lmhah, 
tu rootha hua halat Mera...💞

Loss

So I’m still getting teased at school, for self harm etc but today has been terrible bc of it. So basically if you’ve seen some of my other post you’ll know I have anxiety tics and today has been the worst day for my tics EVER! My tics literally threw a pencil across the room in tech and my vocal tics were rlly bad too. Like my tics said the n word and now I feel so so so guilty like I would never never ever say that!! Before today only my close friends knew abt the tics but obviously today they were rlly bad so people asked me abt it and now most of class know! So now my new nickname from my classmates is ticky Issy or tic girl. So now I’m getting teased bc of that as well as being suicidal, depressed and self harming, and me and my friend group are now being called the suicide squad. I’ve tried to ignore it but it’s rlly getting to me. What can I do?

Sanam bewafa nahi Bevda hain mera kya karun 🥺

Recently broke up.
Hope u guys won't leave me alone like he did😂
I don't want to contact him at any cost.
Any help?

Breakup

Just thoughts....
We all grew up from.... I am always 2nd choice/preference of everyone....to..... Now I am not even preference/choice of anyone.
And why I am posting these too.

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