I want to move on but whenever I try I ended up reading the old text messages, and whenever I read the feelings for person surfaces.
There are pictures, audio, text I have received that no has ever send me before in that very personal way, and don't want to let it go.
But I feel it's coming in my way to let the person go !!!

Why didn't you delete it till like its the first step to overcome right.... Ik it's hard but people overcome like this only

Relationships

Can we talk here about our personal life 

Love

Hey man do you know places that give out legit online jobs I think I'd need the experience. I almost 23 so and doing my masters now

3am Thoughts

The feeling when you are getting replaced by her best friend and mze ki baat yeh h ki uska bbf is my brother🙂

I keep imagining myself as a mute.

Depression

I am feeling suicidal now and then, I have been jobless and a single mom, no family support IAM all alone, we sleep hungry at times but my son is too young to understand, I feel weary and worthless when unable to provide mostly basic need for my son.

Suicidal Ideation

I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off! 🚶‍♂️

Just need a third person's view on this!!

I have been into a relationship from 2015. I spend lot of my time and energy into it in the beginning. I always saw potential in him and wanted him to do better thinking he would also do the same for me. He did ,but not how i expected.

 He persuaded to be little physical.  I was little physical but i never initiated on my own. He likes to travel and take me with him but it would always mean staying in one room and being little physical which i didn't like. He starts doing other stuff like cleaning room, brining my groceries to let me feel he's not forcing things and making me comfortable. 

First time when i told him i want to break-up for the first time, he started crying. I felt really guilty. Now it's been 5 years being in relationship. In quarantine i don't miss him that much. I don't like calling him regularly. I feel exhausted taking care of him and helping him in stuff. 
He told his parents on his birthday that he wants to marry me even when i told him not to. When i told him my parents are not really happy to get me married to him, he said he'll ask my elder sister who knows he's a friend. I don't want to involve her into anything. But he keeps dragging her.

I don't know if i'm emotionally unavailable person or i'm being manipulated.


my best friend left me, we were originally the same boarding school but then he moved. And we live in different cities, I feel anxious because I only feel that she understands me the most in the dorm

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