I want to make myself better. In each way. 
I want to surround myself with people who are better than me in the areas that I wanna improve. I want a study buddy, I want a fitness buddy, I want a companion who'd go places and explore with me. Someone I could sit with and talk about career, goals, ideas, emotions, past and listen to the same from them.

Have you tried anything to do so? I'd love to hear some tips!

Hhahaha no I haven't, this platform I guess not in real life, wau?

That's Great... Hope you find them soon and keep GROWING every single day! ✌️

Dreams

Actually a lot is going on and I don't know if I'm in stress or maybe I'm overthinking. At one point I want to cry and feeling like I'm a burden to someone. Negative thoughts arising and feeling like will my day go good or bad😞😕😑.

3am Thoughts

It shows i have used up all my connection requests but all i did was connected with one person....thats it? Its that only what u get??

Confusion

I loved you soo much...i was ready to leave my world for you.
I loved you soo much that i was ready to get my world to your feet.
But it's loved now not love anymore...past tense.
I forgive you now for everything, you were my best and my worst experience but no hard feelings...sorry no feelings anymore.
Bbye 

Huh! Found you 

Feeling used!
Loved a boy who is my relative, at first just had a crush whenever i saw him in any family function ,then he talked me so nicely in this lockdown.Everyday we used to talk for hours for daily, not even a single day I can't hold myself not to text him.Actually I had fallen for him, he told me so many nice things we talk about future like how will be ur wife my husband like that things...whenever I talk like that I will got blush. He once said me I'm more than a friend 
to him.He once said "I'll be there for you,forver"
He used to nake ne jealous by telling his first love.He infotm ne where he is, where he is going like that cute things, he used to send me dare things even though he is 24! I used to tell him I lm prayed for you,he said talking to me makes him happy besides he had a negative situation in his. family. He used to post  my favorite actor's video movie scenes in his status! If I post anything about pove he used to ask me who is that who is this? If i say noone he asks me and ask then It's not for me?? like that When i once post that brigerton Daphne proposal scene,it actually relates him,he asked me Is this for me ? Im shocked man!!!! he meant that! I felt that. And so many cute cute incident happened! One day he came to my house the day I was actually waiting for him in the terrace like a lost disney princess, when I saw a black bag with white shirt I was stucked "Man is this real or Am I dreaming? Then he was that I still cant believe that incident.I saw him sitting silently , then we didn't even talked like before then he was actually going back and he said "I came here by walking from the busstand "for three times smiling. Then at that night we talked he told that" I was frozed when you saw me ans smiled, he told that "he came for me" I was like dead bro!!!!!! Then We talked like I was like he was the one! Those beautiful months ...I keep asking him about he is single or not!  he used to say nah what like that! Then after so many months we again met and I gave him a ring and believed if he accepts that He has no one! then he accepts with a cute little smile wearing and showing secretly!! That was insane cute! Then after few weeks I came to know I was blocked by him in a social media.I asked him About that, he simply told "Yeah I think so, it was my girlfriend who blocked you" 😐🙂😐🙂 Just think about me at that moment I can't even moved on this!! Then i argued him bla bla he said I pissed him off then he said that He would share everything he talks to me to his gf!🙂😐 
He proved himself That I was wrong! And Rn I'm feeling missing him,missing the talks everything I had in my life.I hate him because I miss him because I love him.


This is for everyone who is not feeling good today. I was once told by someone who was very close to me in terms of bloodline, 'What is there in you, to appreciate? Be thankful that you are not criticised'. I was just 15 then. FYI I was and still am a more or less capable and meritorious student who would get certificates of academic excellence in at least three subjects out of five, every year. Another time, someone else told me that I wasn't pretty enough for men to love me because I don't have a milky white skin (I am middle-toned) and I will end up only being used by them. This was something that I always heard and I still hear. Lol. Fast forward to 1.08.2021, yes I am still happily single and 19 years old (men didn't find me attractive I guess XD), I am still a capable student, pursuing BSc psychology hons at a reputed University and hoping to make this world a better place. Moral- no matter what you do, some people will always be unhappy and will belittle you, because they themselves are struggling with issues. Tell them to raise their hands if they like you, and to raise their standards if they don't 😜😜. There is a lot of beauty in all of us, we are all glistening diamonds and sometimes we shine so much that it blinds the person who is seeing us. It's ok if they don't like you, it speaks volumes of their mentality.You my friend are still beautiful. Go ahead and keep shining. Explore yourself my darling, there is a lot of fire still burning in us Love and hugs.

Self Love

Heyy!! What'sup guys....i am back to now &me........ previously when i started using this app i freaked becoz of the  type people i met here p.s(i was pretty young at that time for thi)...i felt it was more of a dating app....but now i am back because i miss random conversation with people like me....i mean i am an introvert i get to meet people who share similar issue like me..........

Ek mutthi me bhar ke khaak apni,
Door kitni nikal gya hun mai..

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