Cheating

Anyone listening to Cigarettes after sex?

3am Thoughts

I can't sleep. I literally can't. It's been a while now.

I feel exhausted all the time. 

Adulting

What do you think ,is the tittle of your story?

Child Abuse

Every kite has to go to the trash can one day;But one day before that one has to touch the sky.” 

Quotes

Whenever I go out, it feels like only I am standing still and this world is moving and just moving. Every Being here to there, all the chaos and in a blink so far that you can't even see them, but you still there alone, silently watching them. And wanting you to disappear from everyone's vicinity but you can't. You just stay there, coz you have to. And the world goes on

Exhausted

😞😔 
Hi, This is my first time being here and posting.
Reaching a point where I really am questioning everything and even if I matter at all.
Going through a very hard phase with currently no job, self esteem is also very low because of this. But what I thought was my support and if not my support, but at least a listening ear in a best friend, has turned out to be making me feel so much worst.
Have considered this person my family, even closer than family perhaps..but these days feeling like I need to step away..which is soo painful. Have put this person as a priority in life, do everything asked for, in return feel like I have to walk on egg shells, any time I find something not ok, I get the biggest fights and all the blame put on me. Have had so many mean things said...Now at a point where I have almost lost all self respect and I don't know what love in any relationship is worth it.
In so much pain, a part of me never wants to loose my bestest friend, but when it feels like this or any respect for myself...it tears you apart.

Friends

She was like a charger for me. I got energy, my excitement, enthusiasm used to reach at sky level. But now I can’t see her because she is not there. I play guitar as a hobby. She doesn’t know it. Most of songs I have played thinking of her only. She is from another state. I don’t know the language. Nevertheless I played a song on guitar in her language & wished that one day she would ask me “Do you play Guitar?” & I would have shown the video to her. I forgot I am the top most enemy of my luck.

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