Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I want to die. I believe this is my last year on life, year 15. I’ve lived a whole decade and I feel like I know all there is to life. I feel as if there’s nothing left to feel, love, hate, happiness. I’m losing it all slowly but surely, and deep down I know I’m ready to go, to end my life when people say there’s much more to it. There’s not I wake up every and pretend, pretend one day I’ll be happy, one day I’ll have a family husband, wife, children, that it’s what I really want. But it’s all a lie, all I want is to die, all I want is to be dead, I’m so tired. Some people say it’s the easy way out and I agree. I don’t care how selfish I’m being, I don’t want to happy. I want to experience what people think life is then leave it. I’ve always said I don’t know what to do. Now I’m sure. I( i want to know how other people view, please feel free to tell me how you feel.)