I want someone whom I can talk to and share stuffs with them freely. Today I got to know I don’t have any true friends. Yes I talk to many people. But good friends? True friends? None. I have a ‘best-friend’ who I don’t know why doesn’t text me anymore nor replies to my texts but she does text other friends of hers. I’m not her only best but for me, she’s my only one. I know you guys will comment on this saying I’m there, talk to me, I’ll be your best friend. But that’ll be out of pity. I want a friendship where we both or trio or a group, we can trust each other freely. Go on trips together. Stay with each other through the ups and downs of life. But I think it only happens in movies maybe.
I cannot be a pity friend to you, because one day your problems will disappear. But I’m here to be trusted and to trust you. It’s unfair to expect for an outside force to be true to you. You have yourself! As for the others, they’re a bunch of people that you can reach out to for different reasons - that’s why you call them friends. Your job is to love your friends and your best friend and I’m sure you’ll leave no stone unturned in doing that. What they do to you is on them - and later for you to decide how much of your heart you wish to give. It’s a continuous process, you see.
If you ever want to vent out in a judgement free space, I’m here. Not out of pity, but because I know you love your friends and I’d be lucky to be one :)
Thank you ❤️
