3am Thoughts

I am a dancer. Very recently I have been injured apparently because of wrong exercising technique, and I've been advised to stay off dancing for a long while especially steps where my knees are involved. But still I used to dance because it gave me immense satisfaction..I hope I heal soon..

Physical Health

you are carved into my soul
and etched into my thoughts 
once we were a whole
but now we’re torn apart

you are everywhere
and nowhere at the same time
i wish i could say i didn’t care
but here i am writing a silly rhyme

i’ve moved on,
found someone new
i love him so much
but he isn’t you 

i gave him all the things
i wanted to give to you
it’s a strange concept to comprehend 
after all that we’ve been through

i wake up in someone else’s arms now
and i’m guessing you do too
but something in me still yearns
and wishes that it weren’t true

that ill wake up from this dream
with you by my side
you’ll hold me tight as you did before
as impossible as it might seem





If you stay forever, let me hold your hand
I can fill those places in your heart no else can
Let me show you love, oh, I don't pretend, yeah
I'll be right here, baby, you know I'll sink or swim

Music

I'm in a dilemma
I can't stop fantasising 
Making you my muse
Hooked on the songs you'd play for me someday
Replaying the ones you have
These sleepless nights without you gets difficult
You are my lavendar oil
I wish I could say it to you
That I'm falling too hard
I dont know what to to
Should I fall or not  ( I shouldn't have)


//  I'll say it in the shower
And I'll say it when I'm drunk
I'll remind you every hour how I say it just for fun
I'll say it when you wake up
While you're putting on your makeup
I always finish last but you know I say it back
You say it first!  // 

My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything

*Talk to me, I need to hear you need me like I need ya
Fall for me, I wanna know you feel how I feel for you, love
Before you, baby, I was numb, drowned out pain by pouring up
Speeding fast on the run, never want to get caught up
Now you the one that I'm calling
Swore that I'd never fall again, don't think I'm just talking
I think I might go all in, no exceptions, girl, I need ya*


Feeling like I'm out of my mind, 'cause I can't get enough
Only one that I give my time, 'cause I got eyes for ya
Might make an exception for ya, 'cause I been feeling ya
Think I might be out of my mind, I think that you're the one
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
My last made me feel like I would never try again
But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt
Come closer, I'll give you all my love
If you treat me right, baby, I'll give you everything
I'll never give my all again
'Cause I'm sick of falling down
When I open up and give my trust
They find a way to break it down
Tear me up inside, and you break me down

Compassion

Things differently

It don't ever wake me
I'll remember you
You could see me today
But tomorrow's just words I've heard some people say

Anxiety

🎶 Another song that I love 🧡

"Bad Liar" 
So look me in the eyes
Tell me what you see
Perfect paradise
Tearing at the seams
I wish I could escape
I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it
Make your heart believe

But I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know
Now you know
I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go 




Baby I dancing in the dark you between my arms barefoot on a grass ....

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