i want her so damn bad

Crush

I wish she will choose me 

LGBTQ

Frustrated 🥴😵

Frustration

Finally she is mine✨🫂💝♾️

Relationships

Her hand slip into mine, I slip into Paradise🍃

3am Thoughts

Whenever i pray for her , she comes in my dream 🥺🫂

Hey... Hello i am new here... Hope this helps because I really need help right now...
So I loved someone... And maybe I still do... But she doesn't... When we talked... It was like the happiest moment of my life for me... She was my everything... My whole life... My whole world... 
We never met actually... We just chatted... And i dont know how... But I got attached to her... So much 
.... I couldn't stop thinking about her... Not for a single second... Actually she ignored me... And also told me that she never liked my behavior of telling her how much I loved her... And i stopped after that... I didn't told I love you to her... But I did love her... She felt like the whole world to me... She kept ignoring me... But I kept getting attached to her...
She was in my mind... I talked with her in my mind... I had dreams of her... Several times... I shared my everything with her... Now she is with someone else... And that thought just disgusts me... And she left me... I told her to stay... I told her that I couldn't live without her... But also I couldn't see her with someone else... And she left me... I still can't stop thinking about her... Its like she is my favorite thought.. She still comes in my dreams... I still talk to her in my mind... I know I overthink... I imagine things very much... When she ignored me and told me she is not interested I should have stopped their... And not got this much attached... I know it's my mistake... And i dont blame her for anything... Because she never ditched me or anything like that... But I still got attached to her... And i want to forget her... I want to be happy again... I cry daily..  I can't do anything... I can't focus on anything... I feel sad almost every second... I feel devastated... I know nothing has happened between us... I know it's not her fault.... But i got so attached to her.... She is all over in my mind... I close my eyes I see her face... Again and again.... Its like nothing can be better than her... Whatever she said... Mattered to me more than the real truth... Its like I need her in my life for survival... I can't live without her... I just need to talk to her... Even her ignorance was enough for me...
Please help me... I don't know how to get over this... I just want to live again... Please help

Depression

I have this Internet best friend, we have known each other for 3 years. We got to know each other in a fandom that I had recently moved on from because I felt like it defined a horrible time in my life. We got into an argument because I was trying to cheer the mood up, being funny letting my inner chaos out into the texts and she didn't want to be cheered up and she needed to study. I acted totally out of line, simply saying bye and shutting my phone off. I like her, she was the first person I would text when it hit 3pm (timezones) and we would text paragraphs about our favourite series and about episodes etc. But now I purposefully avoid her for even a week because I just don't feel like texting or want her to text first. I am talking to her now but sometimes I feel like I don't want to do all this anymore, cut off and live on but she is my only friend and no one talks with me. It's bloody lonely. But then it feels like a massive weight. But then she has huge mental health issues and I don't want to end up being the toxic one that makes something happen to her. I don't want to be this nasty person that plays a victim. What the hell do I do? 

Lonely

I just need some opinion to move away from my gf. I don't wanna end things with her cause I know both of us can't be without each other.. but day by day I'm feeling she is taking me for granted and always blaming me even when I'm sick.. I just want to make her feel scared of losing me.. the fears she had in the beginning of relationship when I told her I need a break!! I want that..

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