I wake up every morning and I feel good about myself for 2 Seconds. And then we are back to square one. Hating myself, judging how behind I am on schedule, how I should do productive stuff even while pooing and what not. It’s really hard not to dissociate and be happy.
There are couple of possible explanations why I feel this way -
- I have a lots to do and major exams are coming up and
- my crush is seeing someone else so I am heartbroken
- my close friend is seeing my sister, because I quote him “I got to know her real self and fell automatically” like wtf, what about me then?
- I am scoring very low on my exams despite putting in efforts
- I doubt myself now more than ever
I feel so lost and alone
U really need to work hard !
Oh wow oh…gee I never thought about that, thank youuu🤥
What i meant was…stop yourself from feeling this down, plan your stuff/priorities and try to accomplish !
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I relate to this sm girll!! Like everything is fcked up …i feel like everything is over