I used to hate dark when i was a kid i used to scream and cry if i was in dark room or smthg but now if someone locks me in a room with no light or if i go in a room with no light i feel so good it feels relaxed it feels good i don't know how to describe but yeah it feels like dark is my home 




Lol idk if it makes sense i just felt to share this so i did :"/

Yahh dark is the only place i feel peace.. i hate lights 

Deshbhakti..........is not keeping Indian flag safe.......deshbhakti is keep India safe🇮🇳

Body Positivity

Spread love everywhere you go❤️

Love

I have now not been talking to my girl bestfriend for about a year and we don't even text each other much now. We were priorities for each other before. Slowly we drifted. Now whenever we see each other we don't even say hi. What should I do.

Relationships

Ethnic day in corporates should be renamed as tropical fruit looking day 

Work

I am in my late 20s and still figuring out my career options. Whenever I look at into social media it gives me feeling of being numb as people out there are getting good partners, getting fame and beauty and having rich lifestyle. I am stressed and confused what is the actual meaning of life, what is important and have lost boundaries on what is right and wrong. I always feel sad and lost in my thoughts.
I feel I am not focused on daily routine activities.

Anxiety

On top of health challenges, I got sad news a few days ago about my mother. 

She was born out of wedlock because her dad left. 

Her mother treated her bad because she was an accident. 

My mother moved out of the house at 18 and got with my father. 

Then my mom had 2 kids back to back. 

Then 2 more in the next 6 years. 

I watched my mother suffer alot. Even when I was about 7 I knew something was wrong… 

I’m sad because she went her life not protected. 

She always had to question her value. 

She was treated like “Less Than.”

Almost 65 years of sadness. 

For the first time, I understood what happened to her… and… it makes my heart sad. 

I know this feeling will pass, but there is a lot to learn about her upbringing. 

I also know one day at a time.😘

3am Thoughts

I hate everything. My parents keep on fighting all the time. I feel bad for my mom. She says something and my father literally shouts on her. I know she says weird stuff all the time but there are better ways to deal with someone or put your thoughts out. Idk. I have to live with them. My siblings are staying outside. So I am here. But the environment gives me stress. I am not able to focus. I feel so drained out. I keep thinking about both of them. And how bad marriages can turn. I am losing hope for myself. 

Family

I was called scary today by a couple friends. They said that I scare them and that they thought I hated them for a long time. I never hated them, quite the opposite actually. I think they're cool. It hurt to hear that I come off as scary. I'm assertive, definitely, but I've never done anything mean, I don't think. I'm just not good as showing positive emotions, and I told them that after what they said. I'm a very lonely person and I always get hurt by the idea that people don't like me, and I feel like I just found evidence as to why people may not like me. It hurts a lot.

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