I thought let's disconnect with social media as much as possible, pr dude mere pass phone ke alawa kuch nh h krne ke lye, jo bhi rhta hai vo khtm hokr fir bore ho jati hu, i dnt know what to do whole day??

Why I'm unable to connect with people in this application, it always showing that you have to spend more time in this application but I'm using everyday 😕... 

I want poison to kill myself, please suggest me some poisons and where can i get them ? 

Suicidal Ideation

Can anyone help me with one query? 
I went on a date yesterday
The guy was straight out from a fictional book. 
Morally grey type. 
He was gentleman, calm, and composed. 
But he kept starting at me, my lips,  hair (mind you only face nothing else)
Squeezed my knee 
Roasted me 
But while saying goodbye.. He hugged me and pecked me on my neck. 
What does thi mean.. What are his intentions... 
He said he find me attractive and intelligent

3am Thoughts

Shattered..... Scattered.... Cold.

Mental Health

Is it normal if I cant see a girl and  not able to make eye contact, even on the road (stranger girl)..i mean idk why but i keep force myself to not look a girl because i always get freak out and my heart beat increases so fast and i don't want other to think that I'm some kind of perv ...
I was avoiding this question for soo long but i think i can ask here? 
This thing happens with me everytime...i mean just now i barely made out from an accident bcs i was focusing NOT to look at girl who was wearing skirt while everyone was staring at her... I'm not saying i should stare at any girl but the thing is, why I'm the only one who cant do it...for example a stranger if it's a male its just another stranger for me but if that stranger is female....its a "girl" for me... idk how to explain it properly but its actually bothering me everyday , how may i suppose to work with them if I cant even make eye contact with them while they are just stranger.

Anxiety

My cat sings these beautiful songs of lonely forebodings to get our attention and if we go near him, he dashes to the next room.

Other

Ghar k chota beta hona b ek gunah h bade hone k baad 😭😭😭

There is a boy that I've been talking to for a few months, but last month my "best friend" logged into my Snapchat and blocked him. Now, he won't add me back and it's been really hard because he won't get out of my mind. I want to send him a message on Discord telling him how much I miss him, but I don't know what to say. I just need help with what to say to him. 😭😭

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