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qasypeia_ @qasypeia_

I thought I’m gonna lose someone again because I confused them. He’s not gonna leave anytime soon because he has no intentions to. He could see right through me. He told me he likes me five days ago and I just laugh. Now I hurt him because I’m taking everything as a harmless courtship where I can be myself and what he offered me was love. This bad habit of mine keeps making a toll in my life that everytime someone shows their affection to me, I ended up hurting them and pushing them away because it’s plotted in my mind that their gonna leave. But not this one. Not again. He’s good. He knows how to handle me. He respects my time. He values my space. He is willing. He is giving. He shows me that we can work everything out if we help together. I’ve never been so vocal with anyone because no one has the courage to but God showed His grace to me. I’m not scared of him, I feel safe. What struck me in the middle of that dramatic moment was the thought: if I will have someone, I want it to be at least like him or more than him (Denvert) and this person is ‘more than’ to the point that he neutralise my personality - the all or nothing. He can balance me. With him I don’t pretend. With him my sighs are relief and not disappointment. This man really amaze me. He’s just too good to be true.

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