I think I'm pushing myself so hard to somebody else because I wanna be friend to them. I mean they're nice to me. I just think that maybe they find me annoying already? They're just the people I know from our class so I wanna be with them always. Because my friends are on other section. 

Or maybe I'm just overthinking this. I feel like I look like I'm leeching to them or something lol. Because I can't stop myself talking to them abt things. 

I think I should stop being so comfortable with them from now on. Cause I look like a trying-hard-to-be-a-friend to them. 

3am Thoughts

For everyone who has been hurt by fake friends: f*** fake friends we don't need them. The only thing they are good for, is leaving. 
Practice self love guys. Don't let anyone eat your mental peace. 

Self Love

So my friends are planning a nightout...but idk i feel like i dont vibe with them anymore...maybe becoz of my ex in group also i had a fight with one of them and now we dont talk....so i sais ive got other plans and i wont be coming....but obviously i got nothing to do and i'll be just sitting at my home all alone...i dont feel sad abt this but maybe lonely...huh.... i would log out from my social media i dont wanna see any stories of them....suggest me some series lol....

Teenagers

if it is real it has no ends

Insecurity

I don't have best friends or any kind of relationship. i have no one to talk to I have never spoken about my feelings to anyone because I have no one to talk to. I hide my feelings and push them deep down. I think something is wrong with me. I am broken.

Lonely

I’m not ok I hate that my friends are still friends with my enemy and I hate that I care even tho I shouldn’t 

Friends

umm hii guys 
I am new here 
do we say that? 
It's just my chaotic life brought me here. 
I think I have friends, but sometimes I don't. 
Does that make sense? 
Its just I am always there for everyone pushing my own problems aside to be there for them but they never reciprocate. It makes me lonely. Idk what to do. 

I do not know why its going on with me but ya its happening actually matter is that we are four friends and it has been almost 10 years, so bond is too strong . If anyone out of us gonna to shopping , travelling etc. so we squad go there together even most of the time when I confuse , I go to them and try to figure it out with the help of them but here I can't go to them actually my friends preparing for the civil services and high services exams . Here they are too intelligent and I'm not or I'm intelligent and they are not nothing like that even we squad are too close with study even our life is going to around the study and  love to  do hard work for it and this is the main reason we don't have any other friends circle except our squad because we are similar almost in nature  .They are preparing for the high services exams like civil services etc. but I'm preparing for the assistant professor however, our aim is common to serve our services towards our nation and try hard to improve it . I am happy for them and wish to see them in their desire post but at the same point I scare about that after they get their desire post they will change towards me and I'll feel as a looser in front of them at that point of time so I decided to prepare for the same exams simultaneously with my own preparation  because I feel that I can do hard work . It's not jealousy but can't tell you what is that? but confuse about it or may be you can say it insecurity. Actually main point is that we are similar in nature but I'm little bit unique among us I do study hard but simultaneously like to scroll on Instagram, making reels on it , chatting with friends on social sites  etc. We are same in nature and even  objective are same  but not in personal life, they three at the one side and I'm on the other side but we are good friends .. So Should I go for the same exam just for my insecurities ? but tell you I'm confident that I can prepare for this kind of exams or Should go for my happiness like as a lecturer, serve my service towards nation and live happy with other activities apart from study which I told you above in this para .? again I tell you Guyz its not the jealousy but don't know what is that?
If you know what is that or understand what I feel about this situation so comment and write your opinion here.

Confusion

Don't try to waste your time on friends whom you just want to impress or they give you less importance, do things which are really important in your life like what you want to do?, what makes you happy?I know some of you would be saying that I have really good friends or they are like my brother or sister but sometimes you have to leave them physically to get your things done( you may get disconnected with them but that's the true friend come in who understands you and believe you give you time ( so do things which will give bigger joy in life) 

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