i think im either bipolar or have bpd...i really dont know bc i rapid cycle/feel depressed but happy but i have symptoms of some of each. ive never been full on manic for days tho...i do have anxiety and depression tho, with an abusive home. pls tell me how i can truly know. 

Psychiatrist,or just a doctor will find out!

Mental Illness

Is it wrong that I want my father to show me as much affection as he shows our dog?
Also he body shamed me today out of anger(something completely unrelated to my figure). So i kind of feel low. I'm not exactly obese, but I'm not skinny either. I'm fat enough to be insecure about myself. 

Body Dysmorphia

M felling very much discouraged.
I am not felling good enough not wanting to pay attention in clases.due to which I am not doing great in studies 


Mood Disorder

it hurts me how my ex moved on so fast and i am still there depressed. having no talks with friends and family. Life has become a mess.
how should i come back again.it's killing me since three years.what can i do moree. i think i should give up and die but don't have guts to do that. 

Hallucination

it’s not fair what we’re doing, you know? i’m with him but i can only think of you and you’re with her and only think of me. we can’t keep doing this. 

Conflict

Isn't there now and me meet up today??

Now&Me Feedback

I gave up my dog, my Nimo, because my one love, my mom, didn't wanna keep him.

I gave him to a person I thought was my really good friend. I gave it to him in the hopes that I'll be able to keep meeting him. 

But recently, that person said a lot of bad things to me and made me feel like shit. Actually, he has been hurting (not physical violence) me for quite a while. He hurt me emotionally a lot of times in the 5 years I've known him for. It's just that I was too blind to see it. And I also didn't wanna lose the only friend I had left.

Is it really okay for people to treat you like shit just because they know our weakness? Is it really fair? I'm bound now. I feel so trapped, suffocated, that I'll have to keep talking to that person who treated me like shit, because I can't stand not being able to meet my dog.

I had brought Nimo home, against my parents wishes, just because I thought I deserved being happy. He was 39 days when I brought him, and I nurtured him and treated him as I would treat my own human baby. And a child, is a mother's heart just with a body of it's own. I mean, you guys would think that I'm being really dramatic, but I'm really dying inside. This suffocation, this loneliness is killing me inside. If only Nimo was here with me, I wouldn't be thinking about killing myself right now.

I miss him like hell. And I wanna take him in again, I'm ready to fight again, but that person just won't give him back to me. I haven't been able to stop crying since the phone call with my friend last night, not because I'd lose a friend, but because I won't be able to meet Nimo if I stopped talking to him.

Pets

ONE DAY YOU WILL TELL YOUR STORY OF HOW YOU'VE OVERCOME WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH NOW, AND IT WILL BECOME PART OF SOMEONE ELSE'S SURVIVAL GUIDE!

Career

Some things to help after having a relationship break-up
1) it's very important to give yourself a space.
2) Keep yourself busy
3) Self Care
4) Be kind to your emotions.
5) Regulate thoughts through professional help. (Taking therapy)
6) Asking for help is not wrong.
7) Spent time with Friends and Family.❤️

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