I think I need more from my boyfriend or this isn't going to work. I don't feel like he is treating me the way I deserve and giving me his best. I like him, but I just can't tolerate this. I don't want to have to ask someone to step up to the plate but I want to effectively communicate this is how I feel. I also really value loyalty and I don't want to feel like I am bailing when things get tough, but these things are deal-breakers.

Relationships

I think I'm starting to become a bad person? Recently people have been ticing me off more then usual, things about people that I hate. Some people are just stupid and it's annoying, some people who haven't done anything wrong also make me annoyed. I know I sound like a dick but the people I hate most are the people who think they're so smart when they can't do or think anything right.

Anger Issues

Finally I'm happy...😊
Bcz my mom  change alot she is very close to me nd share her feelings
Every mom need a bestfriend to talk nd fun with them....
But we are busy to impress the wrong one ..




Current Affairs

I am free to talk... wish to spend my prestigious time talking to anyone here..

Anxiety

#34..........I realised I was talking to him too much and thought he might pull away from me thinking I'm being clingy or whatever. So I decided to reduce the number of times I call/text him.... 
"One....okay two yeah yeah max two times I should check on him. This is normal."....I became busy or atleast I pretended to be one. This time I just didn't wanna do anything to push him away. I texted him..."What's up ?"...didn't bother to check for the reply. I got along with my day. During lunch break I checked my phone once and saw no reply. Checked again in the evening - no reply. Checked again while having dinner aaannd no reply. 
Next day I gave him a call and it was busy. I called him again after few hours it was busy. I dropped another text to know his whereabouts. Once again no reply. A little later I realised he had blocked me on call and was ignoring my texts on WhatsApp.....I swear I was so done with this guy now. And sudden rage made me text him...I wrote him everything that I wanted to say and how his behaviour was hurting me. I just literally poured all my heart out and asked him to never contact me again..........(to be continued)

3am Thoughts

I am feeling very very suicidal rn and tbh just having a blade in my other hand and my devils are calling to cut my wrist 😫😫😫😫

Self Harm

i'm wearing a black t-shirt with a blue butterfly on it. my parents don't like it, because they think it has 'a dark meaning', but it doesn't. i had a choker on and some rings, because I wanted to feel a bit like myself again. they compared me to my ex-best friend. she was the first girl ever to break my heart. i loved her more then anything (as a friend) and I still defend her sometimes when people talk bad about her, but it really made me sad. i hate to be compared to her, because she did really bad things to me. I feel disgusted.

Harassment

Is someone up for a frndship I genuinely need some good frnds ..... 

Lonely

Every little thing affects me so much now. I used to be numb to all this. But now it affects me. So much to the point that I’m crying. I don’t want it to be this way. Not feeling anything was so much better.

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