I think I can really never love anyone truly, and I think my parents relationship plays a major part in this. I dont like to believe love or marriages, friendship and forever stuff’s. I believe that only you will be there for yourself and tats not really sad,I like it . I mostly don’t expect or depend on people . But there is this guy and he is my best friend and I really don’t want to loose him, I haven’t found anyone like him, I also don’t want to do anything tat will ruin the best thing I ever have, like Im scared that I might shut him out with no clue .
We very often frame our perception about the world largely according to the environment we’ve been brought up in, And honestly, being self-dependent is one of the strongest character one can possess,
But then you know, finding real connections in this selfish world is very difficult, So punishing that guy for something he hasn’t done would be really bitter, And since you very well know what you want in life, I feel you are mature enough to give him a chance and see how things turn out,
Hope you value and cherish your ‘Best Thing ever Had’ :)
