I think I am addicted to him. I’m addicted to his presence. I am addicted to how he makes me feel. I am addicted to his love. I love him so much, I just want to hold him close to me, but I think it’s not our time right now. I want you to feel the way I used to when I was with him. I see a high possibility of me never feeling that way again in my life. I want to live my entire life just for that one person. I want to see him get better. I want to see him get well. I cannot stop being loyal to him, I cannot move forward. I miss everything about him and me being together.

I love you so much.