I think God hate me. Why He has to create me like this? Ugly, unsuccessful, poor, lazy, weak. I cannot even able to win the hearts of the one I loved so dearly. And I even want to die because of that. I probably in the time which people called “quarter life crisis”, but I do feel too weak to passed this. Feels like nothing is working properly in my life. Even a smallest failure gave so much impact on my mentality.
I used to be a religious person, and now I feel like betrayed by God Himself. I hate this. I know it’s wrong to think like this, it drifting me away and away to the religious teaching, but this is what I feel, and I cannot handle it anymore
Personally, I’m not religious in any way because that mentally makes people think that “God” controls aspects of your life and this is false. Maybe instead focus your life in a different direction- something that you can control.
Dude listen to me, we feel good when god accepts our prayer. Nearly 8 billion people want to run the world according to them. Infinite other life. Do you think God will accept your prayer. Nope, not at all. Prayer gives us hope and ritual help us to live good life nothing much.
If you are not good in something sit , pick one problem ask hiw to solve it. Find out its root cause and work on it. I am doing same. If you want to talk them lets do it
You were fearfully and wonderfully made. Not everything needs to be perfect to still be wonderful. Your happiness is a journey not a destination.
Take some time and go talk to God and tell him why you feel this way. He doesn’t hate you. He’s waiting for you.
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
