xober @notsosober
I tend to harm myself and just stay in a dark while trying to find the answer why I get into some situations that I donтАЩt deserve. I mostly question and doubt my thinking sometimes, I felt like I should be the one to blame with all the misfortunes that happens to someone IтАЩd be with. I feel like I suck the life out of people sometimes, but I only want to live and wants to figure things out.
Heey what happened
xober @notsosober
idk tho, everything bad luck seems to work together to mess my life. iтАЩm too young for shits and fucks but what should i do? idk
Hmm seems common,
Well lets get straight to the problems,
What are the top 3 problems u r facing any do u have any possibility of solution
xober @notsosober
idk, poverty would be the first. the fear of not getting into place just like how others would, nobody wants to fail but sometimes itтАЩs just too much. sustainability, iтАЩm fucked up but i have a job but lifeтАЩs not fair it sucks. idk how to fix everything and how to start, im so confused so mixed up
Got it,
So poverty is the main problem, but u said u have a job,
If I understand correctly, you are not reaching the heights like others right ?
xober @notsosober
pressured, i think it kinda fits. i just got on the legal age, iтАЩm separated with my parents. im so happy i got a job but still not enough. im finding the space to feel enough and contented with the things i have but im not in the right place. i want to prove something about myself but icant reach it.
Understood,
I too moved out and started something
See its just beginning man, good things takes time,
I moved out at 14 struggled for 3 years and then got into something at 17 dude
xober @notsosober
oh, youтАЩre the best. im honestly not the downest person you could ever meet. but i can be the trigger in the gun. i just really want to be the best so that i can keep up but sometimes i just cant help it
I understand,
So what job or what profession are you in,
Can u try spicing it up doing something crazy
xober @notsosober
im a csr in a bpo industry. iтАЩm just getting started and tenuredтАЩs eyes can be so intimadating and still subject for regularity. i want to apply for a higher position but im not ready tho still gathering experience
Hmm understood,
By the way do u have any hobby and which country are you from
xober @notsosober
yeah, i have. i like painting. i love arts and have a passion for music. from san diego
Grreat,
What kind of paintings u paint
xober @notsosober
random? but mostly i paint to let my thoughts out. agreat way to feel good when angry. you can make things happen out from your imagination
Yuppl
xober @notsosober
how about you?
same questions
Umm hardware and building stuffs u know ЁЯШм
xober @notsosober
nice, whatтАЩs your best piece so far with the stuffs you built?
A small satellite with 10km transmission range
xober @notsosober
i cannotтАж thatтАЩs amazing!
Yup
xober @notsosober
thanks for the light conversation. a great way to adapt in this website. got to go
Yup have a great day
xober @notsosober
you do the same
