I tell you what..

I dated a guy and he cheated on me. But I am not sad of leaving him because it’s a lesson for me also I don’t want to get stuck with some guy who is not worthy of me.

Next year after my breakup, I met a guy. Just I was about to confess my feelings things got ugly and he decided not to talk to me. And he ended our friendship. I think probably it was a attraction.

After two years, I met this guy who was my classmate in my school through social media. We started talking. He lives in another state. He came here to meet me. And we were occasionally meeting. Now yesterday I asked him to get married. He said he is not earning as much as I do, also not worthy of me. He said he is not settled yet.

To be honest, I didn’t had any bf before the one I dated . And this one I thought is serious so asked him out for marriage. And now if he rejects me then I am not in a state of another break up.

I just don’t know what to do?


My bad luck! I already told him that I don’t have any issue with that and he still thinks he is not worthy of me. I can’t like forcefully ask him to marry me.

What I was thinking is to just walk away from this. Because I don’t want another heart break

Finding a right guy? I don’t know if I’m good at it. Every other guy just wants to have casual relationship which I’m definitely not into. And if I get attached to them then it’s my problem. 

Is it bad if I want a real relationship cuz these days everyone wants a casual one. Because of this I really don’t want any relationship if it’s real then why not marry? Why those guys have problem with that?


Maybe I suck at talking :/ I don’t know but this guy I told everything about me. I’ve never been so open to anyone before. 



Then I don’t understand what is it? Why me!

Love

DAY 1
[of telling my story with this guy until I feel like I'm over him.]
~WE COULD BE BETTER~
"It all started in the middle of the lock down I wasn't really expecting something to happen my mind was focusing on much more important things than having a random crush on some random guy, eventually this is what happened... day by day I started noticing a guy on one of my social media platforms trying to catch my attention by reacting to each post and making comments here and there, he did catch my eye indeed and after looking at his profile I convinced myself that I like how he looks based on his pp and ignored other pics that I didn't really like, one day he texted me and we clicked off right away, he started opening up very quickly and easily at first I think we were both shy with getting to know each other so i kind of shared some few things with him too but after that all I remember was him sharing his life and me listening, I had no problem with that and he didn't either i truly enjoyed us talking all day long staying up late nights sharing random stuff during the conversations, i don't open up as easily as him so I wasn't sharing as much personal information as he did. Now we know basic Infos about each other including our relationship status (we both were single) something happened...

Teenagers

My boyfriend is an airforce officer and I am a medical student ! In this pandemic situation,my study is going on in online ! This is so frustrating! I get so much spare time with myself! On the other hand ,my boyfriend’s defence duty is still going on during this pandemic and he is always busy with his works all the time as before ! We are in a long distance relationship and we barely can communicate with each other ! I try to understand his situation as he remains always in a busy schedule! But my patience remains only for 3-4 days ! After that I can’t tolerate his busy schedule ! I really want to talk with him but he goes to sleep early because he gets tired after work and don’t have time for me ! It makes me really upset! I try to distract myself by doing other things but still I check my phone after 2-3 mins if he has messaged me or not ! And I see there is no reply yet ! This thing is disturbing my focus on study and daily activities! I don’t know what will make me  happy except him talking with me ! I just want a good communication with him ! That makes me happy most ! But he is always busy which feels toxic sometimes! I don’t want him to feel that I am an obsessive girlfriend but this is getting worst ! 

Long Distance Relationship

I'm feeling sad.
I had my breakup with my bf one week back because now he wanted to remain single. For one long month we were not talking like we used to do.it was becoming a habit to talk less. Even I had adapted to that. He was not planning to finish the things like this because my exams were approaching but because I initiated the conversation, it led to break up because he finally confessed that he wants to remain single.
I can't keep him out of my mind. he did not wanted to work it out. I can't even force him. What to do ? Even I have lost my virginity to him.
I really love him. I don't want to lose him. What can I do?

Breakup

I thought he would ask me atleast if I have boarded the bus, or anything. But nothing😓. He only texted me "happy journey". Am I wrong to overthink but whatever it's just making me sad. I am his fiance

Marriage

I really like him he every day come to me and proposes me every day and says I really like u please accept me but he really don't have any idea am already fall in for him that Time when he even don't know me but now he said he likes me but I can't say yes to him if I say my parents never agree to our marriage I really love him... 🥺 but I can't face my family I don't have that much of courage that's why am ignoring him it's hurts ya😖😖😖 I really like u like u like u like so much but I can't say yes to u am scared of my parents because they can harm u please stop likeing me and hate me🥺😫😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Family

There is this guy who sends me messages and pictures and I like talking to him but whn I tell him to send me voice messages he never sends me what should I do? 

Exhausted

I’ve been on and off with a guy for more than years now. We were together for a couple of months and then i went abroad for my studies. Before leaving, I guess 3 days before leaving, he proposed me and said that he loved me. I didn’t say anything at that point of time because i cannot decided whether i love someone or not in just 1-2 months. I told me that my heart is beating fast and that I didn’t expect him to propose me this soon because according to me, love takes time. After leaving, on the first or second week of my stay in abroad, i got really drunk and told him that i loved him and he said he loves me too. But next morning when i asked him if he meant it, it said ‘i just said it because I didn’t want to ruin your mood’ and i was literally in shock. It was difficult for me to move on when I’m in a new country and all that i had in my heart was him. We were still in contact but after 2 months, we disappeared. And i was calling him texting him, but there was no response. I moved on. I stopped calling/texting and after a month, he was back. He made some stupid excuse that her sister found out about me and that she was angry and he promised her that he wont be in contact with me. I didn’t care because i knew he was lying. It was on and off for a year but one day, he expressed how sorry he was and that he messed up and he wants everything back but idk it didn’t feel right to me. I told him my feelings for him is 50/50 and that i dont trust him. After that too, we were still on and off. In the middle of 2020, he said ‘please come back soon, i want this distance to be over’ and i said i will. We stopped talking after that. After 4 months of not talking, i was going back to my country but i didnt text him because we were already not in contact and its just rude if i text him like ‘hey! I’m coming back’ i felt like I’ll make him feel he’s my backup option or something. After i came back, we didn’t speak for another 2-3 months. So, in total it was around 6-7 months of not talking but i missed him. I texted him and said that i was to clear the air between us and he blew me off. He used to reply me after 4-5 hours sometimes days. I stopped texting. On new years, he texted me ‘happy new year love’ and my replies were dry so he got offended. He was like my life’s been a mess lately and that his grandmother was very sick. I checked his dad’s fb account and he was chilling. I knew he was lying about it too. Now, it was him birthday a few days ago and i didn’t wish him (he never wished me on my birthdays for 2 years) but i felt bad and i felt like i shouldn’t be like him. Idk what’s attracting me towards him when i know he doesn’t care at all. What should i do! Now i wanna go back but the only reason that i came back to my country was to marry him. What if i go back and he’s back? What if i stay and he never comes? I’m so confused!

Don't know where i am in my life now... Moved to different country ... Still i feel that loss... Not able to move on... Still his thoughts comes to my mind.... Anyone whom can i talk to..?

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