I tell people to think better and lots of stuff, but right now I feel as if .... I m so done...😔
I never wanted this .... Never
I m not bad... I don't know

So many things... 
I just want to live... Howsoever. I don't want anybody to get hurt in that process as well. But it's getting difficult with all the worldly shit

I m done with politics in relationships, it is like deemak....eats u up
Judgement pass Kar do... Selfish log... Kya Karu marjau

Depression

🎵ak din mar jayega kutte ki maut🎶
..(finish the lyrics in the replies 🌝)

Music

I love my bestfriend , I always loved her.
But I can’t tell her she is super intelligent and hard working. She has been accepted to Some top university in the us , she’ll be going this August. She also loves me but her career doesn’t allow to settle for something less. She deserves way too much better than me. It’s too  hard for us, we can’t be together tho we are willing to.  

Love

It blows my mind. How, many people just don't fucking get it. We get this one brief but beautiful ride, and then that's it. There's no rewind button. No do over. If this is not the life you want to live, fucking stop. Go in another direction. Do this as many times as it takes to live that life.

3am Thoughts

All I be everyday whole day is hopeless, anxious, irritated and depressed, that's just not who I want to be, but I don't have will or any motivation left to fight. I've become so good in faking that I don't know now whether I'm faking everything or is everything happening inside is real. I get such strong impulses to just not exist and rather die. I don't want to die but I see no point in living like this. I have friends and family who love me but I can't even talk to them. I don't know what I'm doing? How am I going to live? What will I do? What's happening to me?

Lonely

https://spotify.link/ZLYJzVwjhDb

To all those fighting battles alone

I feel like I can't be with other people without acting. I always try to act as somebody they want to be around, somebody that's okay inside, but really I'm not. I put on a mask so often I don't even know who I am anymore. I hate acting so often, but if I show them who I really am (which I don't even know anymore), I'm scared that they'll hate me. 

Anxiety

Don't you think that the only thing betraying us is our own head?

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