I struggle maintaining friendships and feeling as though I am not a bother to others, so often times I “ghost” friends, even though I don’t mean to, I just feel like I’d be a bother to them.
I go into college next year, and although I am excited about meeting new friends I am very very nervous, because I’m really shy.
Right now, I don’t really have anyone that is a friend, sometimes it bothers me and other times I feel as though I feel better with no friends.
The only person besides my family I have is my boyfriend, and we are in a LDR. He is a year older than be and sometimes I feel like he doesn’t care about what I’m saying, and that I have to beg for him to be affectionate. Him and I have been dating for almost three and a half years now.
I know I can often take things the wrong way, he really might be busy, but I feel like a burden to even the person who has been the most consistent in my life besides my family.
Whatever happens happens I guess. I’m just a little anxious today.
Ik this feel it happens but we all need friend and its good to have them and I can be your friend. And I will still talk to you even if you ghost me
