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@kayyy001

i still miss him. everyday it gets worse and i just wanna know when will it end. i was with her today ofc bc she’s my best friend and my constant thoughts were “it’s so obvious now why everyone loves her more.” she’s so sweet and kind. i love her so much, she’s always been there for me. just sometimes i wonder, why does everyone have to pick her i mean, i get that she’s better than me but i just want one chance. just one. to prove who i actually am and to prove that i can be as good as her sometimes. people just need to give me time. and him, he gave me time, i told him my feelings. he understood my feelings completely and he still chose to leave. if i’m that bad why didn’t he tell me first. i know i need to let go of him but i just can’t and i don’t know why. i’m so scared to love or trust anyone now because of him so why can’t i let him go? why haven’t my feelings changed? i wish i wasn’t scared to love or trust people because, if i could just love someone that wasn’t him just for two seconds, then maybe. just maybe. i’ll be able to feel some real feelings. i’ve lost myself completely it’s like when i look in the mirror im not looking at a person, it’s like i’m looking at an empty shell that’s just been evacuated or something. i don’t know who i am anymore.

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Oh hi, vacuums, or your empty shell, are empty but of course there are some oxygen and carbon dioxide in there you know, which you can’t see. Those gases represent hope that you’re not abled to see. I hope this makes sense for you. To me, this hair sounds cliché but I’ve been convinced that it’s true and real. And believe me, I have been jealous of my best friend sm so that I didn’t talk to her because I thought she was taking him away from me but in the end, it came out that she felt that way towards me, as in she thinks I’m perfect than her but it’s mostly just opinions I would say. What I’m saying rn doesn’t really make much sense lol, but making your day is my goal. So, please do me a favour and have a good day today?? please, and then my job can be done.

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@kayyy001

i’ll try my best thank you

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