I starting to hate myself back again, I realizing that my friends start to disappear in my life… even my girlfriend starts to hate me because I sometimes falling asleep while texting her at night. I start to believe that I didn’t have any personality… I feel like I want to die but I CAN’T! I’ve my family and a few friends but I don’t feel right to share with them.
No worries here you can share everything. Please don’t feel like you hate yourself. If you’re texting your gf late at nights that’s amazing. I never text to people when i’m in my bed. I’m sure you are very caring person ❤️
Thank you but I feel bad for her… waiting for me to reply her messages while I’m fell asleep. Isn’t that too cruel to make someone waiting for too long?
Well, maybe you can make some kind of routine, when f.e. every day at 10 pm you’ll just put your phone away and text her you’re going to sleep, than she wouldn’t exlect you to answer her till the morning. A actually had a few nights when i was waiting all night for a reply so i apprieciate when somebody is just telling me when he’s falling asleep. Anyway, she should just understand you fell asleep, i don’t thing it should be a starter for a n argument or something :(
I already told her that I easily fall asleep if I laying down at my bed and she already told me to tell her if I’m laying down but sometimes I forget to tell her about it. So, everytime I fell asleep and didn’t telling her… she feels like I’m playing with her heart and didn’t care about her heart.
