I sometimes hate my ex.
He has completely forgotten about me.
I hate that i still love him.
Its funny though- you love someone- supposed to be a good thing not a burden.
And i hate myself for loving him and that too - SOO much , that I completely forgot about myself and he never chose me above himself, ofcourse one should never, but this thing just maybe reminds me of how was and am i treating myself just because i wanted him at whatever cost.
I still love him and he seems to move on.
We talk sometimes and throughout our conversation, i just keep on wishing to hear something lovable.
Oh i feel so sick ! š„²š„²
And he is a person who is image conscious- and whenever something nice happens he kinda act like
ā YEAH, i am thatā i mean very proudly !!
And everytime he makes me feel as if i am behind, he always says ā once you get to go out of the house and do job, you will know thenā.
Well thats ok, i will know when i have to, but he dont have to make me feel about that everytime!
Everywork demands hard work and all the things but it doesnāt justify his actions when he makes me feel as if i dont value or i am unaware of this this job and hardwork thing. Yes, i am trying to clear my exam and i will do job but everytime, he says, YOU WILL KNOW. Just makes me so mad !
And i know, if he gets to be the RICHEST man, he will act so shit, i know, i feel as if money is like really important to him, important than a person ? How come ?
I never loved anything above him !
But for him,i wont even matter that much if he gets to be that rich !
You still love him thatās your decisionā¦ and same goes to himā¦
You love him that doesnāt mean that he should also love you backā¦
you love him thatās good but donāt expect him to do the same, may be he is self-centeredā¦
you had a Breakup - he moved on - you are still hoping that one day he will come back (this is your choice) - wow so he has an option if he failed to find anyone else then he has an option you, you are there to welcome himā¦
So do you want to stay as a option??
you are a good person still wishing good for himš thatās goodā¦
I think you should learn from him - Focus on self-development & on careerā¦
you got Time - Spend it but Donāt Waste itā¦
Achieve something and show him that you are also not less than him !!!
heyā¦he is soo lucky to have u in his lifeā¦so pure and loving without expectationsā¦But I think you deserve best,u said he seems moved onā¦well then, u just give a thought on loving yourself the most bcz self love is more importantā¦I accept we canāt erase somebody we love the most but we have to move on sometimes and know ur worth galā¦u really deserve best and focus on careerā¦be happy nd keep smilingā¦lots of love š
we are on the same page, i feel you, but i think its high time let it go just erase his memories like it never happenedā¦ just do itā¦ let it all go
