chnrv @chnrv
I sometimes feel that I have no good friends. Idk why, maybe because i have bad acne(I was body shamed when I was in middle high school by all girls and hell even teachers)I am introvert who gets scared when talking to people.
I am 17 years, and this lockdown made my life worse. I feel lonely. I get jealous at wired times, people at my age who have a gf and I don’t.
My friends tease me for being skinny, they laugh at the way I walk( I walk like a skeleton, I am that much skinny), it hurts, you get the same feeling if someone calls you fat.
People said I can never be a real man, none of the people I go and talk everyday are true to me, they talk at my back, calling me a loser( during 10th grade boards I was crippled, I cried forever, many girls in my localities made me feel bad as if I was worthless, felt like end, but my parents did save me thank god)
I don’t think I will be able to make friends. Alas, at least my hobbies make me happy…
I think it’s a waste of time posting my thoughts here, but atleast it makes my mind feel good.
You are right sometimes just writing your thoughts give you a big relief, in a way I can see how hard it is being lonely I had no friends for many years, but do not worry it is better to have no friends instead of having fake friends.
chnrv @chnrv
I never thought like that way… wow. Thanks bro… that should help me a lot.
I’m glad I could help.
Im so sorry youve had to go through so much at such a young age.
If im being honest, one thing ive realized is that people will body shame the other person irrespective of their size. I went from being just as thin as you are to fat and at each stage ive had everyone around me comment on my body. Just because you have acne or youre thin doesnt mean you deserve any of what youve had to face. And if not now, youll find such wonderful friends in your years to come. You have a lot of good things coming your way and till then, we’re here for you. :)
chnrv @chnrv
Thank you
girl you and i are no more different. I’m 24 and still doesn’t have a bf. but that doesn’t make me insecure. I’ve body type and skin same as yours but that doesn’t make me any less humanly beautiful. oh god! the idea of beautuful man made and when you start to mean it as a compliment for body only there lies the problem. indeed, your company is wrong. trust me, no way there’s any problem in you , it’s the mindset of the people around me. change your friends. better alone than amongst shallow minded people.
chnrv @chnrv
Thanks! I did avoid them for a week and I feel way better now…
Thanks again.
