Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I scored 585 in my entrance but after normalisation they brought it down to 541 then after 50% reduction in eng they brought it down to 446.

Then there’s another person who scored 496 then after normalisation 566 then again after increment (which didn’t happen in my case) he scored 578 and finally after 50% reduction in eng he scored 505 (his original score in eng was 122 and i scored 200 which was brought down to 189 in my case and in his 146)

I’m feeling really anxious because the college i always wanted has only 30 seats for general and practically I’m out of competition seems like. I feel like killing myself because even after performing well being more deserving than some people they fucked up with my result. It hurts sm.