I said I’ll always be here for you, and I will. Even though Ik u won’t be there for me lol

I’m serious lol. I just use “lol” a lot to lighten whatever I have to say 😃

3am Thoughts

People say do what makes u happy 
But I wanna ask segggs makes me happy so let's be a call boy i think 😂😂😂😂
Ps: don't offend please

I know of a case of child-negligence by my friend's parents. I don't know what to do. They do not take care of him and his brother at all. They are constantly away from the house, leaving them alone. It's so unsafe!

Mental Health

You know, I don’t understand how people can keep their surroundings or their environment clean. I legit be cleaning my room every other day and then it ends up looking like a storm went through it. It’s starting to get a little tiring to have to like clean it from top to bottom every single time because for some reason, I just can’t keep it clean. 

Is my phone no. made public out on this platform? Cuz I'm getting a lot of spam calls from this evening 🤷

I'm in a relationship everything is 90% great. 

I met another person I'm feeling a whole different part of love for and similar( like it was in slumber but reawakened) what do I do. I'm struggling 😔

Relationships

I have a demon inside of me.

Anger Issues

Tbh I don't know how I'm feeling rn. That's the problem idk what's going on with me. Im too scared to be alone but I cannot stand people around me too. I'm in between several emotions. And I'm asked to live in the moment but I just end up ovethinking about what if the person I'm with, does not like me for who I'm and is just doing his/her part of formality just to make me feel better. Or what if the person I'm with leaves me for some reason and then I'll be left with a void to fill I'm just too scared to face these facts. I need constant assurance that all these people want me in their life and for some reason I feel like I'm burdening them with this. I tried talking but I just can't explain what's happening inside my head and that's hurting more. It's all kind of a mess and I just wanna stop worrying and be with people around me and be happy but I just can't help overthinking ... It just happens out of nowhere and kills everything with me. I don't wanna be a burden neither I wanna stay the same. I just wanna be happy. 

To whoever reading this... I'm sorry to bore you with this ig. Thanks for reading tho. 


Anxiety

I want someone to understand me , talk to me about my problems, give me solutions. But when i become a little vulnerable in front of someone, i get so repulsed by that...like this is not me. I immediately forget all feelings of wanting to be understood. I put on a mask again.

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