I rejected the girl my parents choosed for me, now they are treating me like an outsider and killing me with there abusive behaviour, its soo hurting 💔🥺

I tried to be with her but i was not connecting with her emotionally i was not getting those couple or i saw would be couple types feeling for her 

Depression

Is it fine to not have good , healthy relationship with parents for so many reasons....but i feel sad as well why only me have to suffer this , even though i try to i still can't accept how they treated me  but i hate them 

Life

I hate that guyyyyyyyyy dude. I hate him

3am Thoughts

My brain fuckin hurts 
I hate him

Why was I even born if my parents had to leave me. 
Back story- my parents got separated when I was 7 n I stayed with my dad till I was 10 n I was sent to boarding school n now my dad barely sees me. I'm pretty sure that I haven't met him in 3 years. 

I sometimes feel like step parents can not and do not love their foster children like they would love their own, however much they say. 

Relationships

Parents who ruined their own child's confidence, or never gave them that confidence during childhood kinda ruin their lives. 

Exhausted

....what the hell the parents think they !! 
In the world of relationship issues...I am suffering parental emotions control...they don't give me freedom...nor 1 % I don't have ryt to talk back to them or making my own decision for anything...!!!
They don't even allow me to meet my friends except my clg 🥲
It's very frustrating 😑💯

Family

why do parents always find the need to insult their children? i'm sure that this does not only go for me but for others as well. do parents just not realize that their words actually take a toll on our self confidence as well as our feelings? why is it so hard for them to understand that we too are allowed to make mistakes and irrational decisions in life?

people always tell me that parents say these things to us because it's "tough love" or they just want us to become better people. in my case, i refuse to believe it as my parents' words and insults really do hurt me as if they never wanted me in the first place after all. saying that parents just want the best for us as an excuse for them hurting our feelings and sprouting out hurtful words is absolutely rubbish, as it is exactly the last thing i want to hear from other people. my parents always make me feel like the worst daughter they could have ever asked for. i've always tried to make them proud especially with my academics and extra-curricular activities but nothing ever seems to work for them. 

is this a normal feeling? or is it just me :( 

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