I really wanted to know something about which i don’t usually understand why i feel but i do . I don’t have much friends and the reason behind this kind of situation is my upbringing . Never been too close to my dad as he used to work abroad and growing up in a women centric environment where my mom , grandmom and my aunts were there sometimes i feel like i am very far from the people of my age group. I wante to make friends but i can’t , I wanted to roam but i can’t , i wanted to explore but i can’t . My dad is with me now but i can’t talk to him because i just can’t , i even don’t usually listens to him but still am bounded by his ideologies. i don’t get pocket money because we are already facing financial issues . i can’t join a gym because i can’t talk to him . i am lacking behind and i am being feeble day by day .
If you think that your upbringing is the reason for your loniless is not true at all. I have friends who have suffered more and still are bright as 🌞.
Your overthinking might be one of the problems. It’s hard to be an extrovert but you should try
Growing up amoung a lot of women will help you understand women better, I see that as an advantage for future relationship! Growing up can be tough with your dad not being around but that is not the reason for your loneliness! You would have gone to school where you would have gotten chace to make friends! You should try talk to your dad get close with him ! Maybe that would help!
