I Really need some alone time but I can’t. I’m not ready to go to another country and I’m being pressured now by my codependent mother which is making me feel guilty, I’ve been masking myself all this years and months and it will just end here. I tried to tell her to just settle for a while but nah her codependent ass tell me I’m just afraid to change. Which infuriates me because she never listens to me and now I’m having anxiety every single stupid things. I’m just so Scared. God I wish my father would come with us so He can accompany my mother. I’m tired of being with her, I love my parents and all but OmayghAd. I can’t anymore, I need to keep my insanity. I just need time. I’m scared bruh. My anxiety, my confidence is shit when im around her, my true self is nAH, like bruhh please I just need time and I’ll be back.
Why don’t you want to go to other country?
Because my social anxiety won’t let me and I’m really not ready so I’m having anxiety about that, which is shit plus emotions needs to be managed first before I can take care my childish parents. Which is sad.
May be move from there , May you sort everything eventually.
I really hope so… I’m so scared💔
Don’t worry trust me everything works out.
