I really love a guy and it's been three years.....I never told him as we got on a fight and never talked since(it's been more than 2 years)....I tried getting over him but nothing really works. Everything just gets worse as he stays in my residence and I can see his room from my window... seeing him daily and knowing that he will never love me really breaks my heart

It's scary as we live in the same residence, it's really hard as if he doesn't like me back no one will talk to me and every one will make fun of me😭

One Sided Love

sending virtual hugs 🫂

Friends

Do you guys sometimes feel that i would be better if you werent born

3am Thoughts

Listen 
You know people set standard for everything, whether its for beauty you should look this way  to be beautiful
You should have this colour to  be called elegant....you have certain voice which can be consider cute or  soothing...you should dress up this way to be called classy...if you are not upto these standards you might called weird or ugly or even worse...
But here is the key
**Don't let these standards affect your self...if you don't fit in these ' standards'
Then create a new standard for yourself... because you and everyone have their own standard, you don't have to fit in the standards of people , when you can create one for yourself**
 - Queen 👑

Mental Wellbeing

It's soo tuff , one moment in lyf u have everything that u can ask for a lot of friends and that one special one and after series of events ,life becomes so empty when u hve no one to talk too and everyone said ur the genuine person that everyones needs in their life(liers) ,with few i created distance due to reasons and few thmeselves created distance...this has been the story of my life since soo far. Can anyone relate to this feeling?

Lonely

How has 2023 been for you? What aall challenges did you overcome and what all did you achieve. It could be a small thing also. Write down every win and celebrate it. You deserve it. Bid a goodbye to 2023 with big heart. 

Celebration

once you're past a specific point of frustration, you know there's no going back. 
you have died, but still, a zombie, living as an undead. that's how it feels like.

have you ever touched a dead body? it will feel very cold and so rigid, so heavy. 

I will never allow myself to appear needy or in a weak spot. NEVER. I Only got myself, others always check up for your weak spots so they could know where to hit, and how to use you. 

it's not about fear, literally, nothing scares me at this point. it's about ego and pride. never give people the satisfaction of winning at my expense. 

I am pretty much just a dead cold body. a zombie roaming around, with little care for living, waiting for the time to finally rest and find peace. 

life is no more but a game. just get a higher score, just feed your pride. 

I envy people who can experience love and attachment, I really do. maybe a heartbreak is painful, but lack of love is just dead-full. 
you will never understand unless you actually live that experience. you can't feel anything from anyone, and you feel so little towards others. 

stuck with my pain and traumas, gotta keep all that in, what better choice have I got? I hate watching romantic movies, or anything that has love/romance in it, or anything related to that. it only triggers anger and hatred engulfing a dreadful amount of pain. 

I know no one will ever care, and I know no one can empathize with that or even understand. I don't even belong. and that knowledge in itself is painful. 

suppressed screams as a child. living that world, you would think the pain ends when the world ends. oh no, those suppressed screams of hopelessness and pain will keep burning and burning and burning from inside. burning flames, not living inside hell, but hell is living inside you lol. 

and then you wonder, how lucky this person is, he doesn't experience fear or anxiety. even the lack of fear and anxiety is just wan. just wan. I have seen and experienced extreme levels of pain. that most things in life become too insignificant to me to be scary. 

people have no idea, how lucky they're feeling alive, feeling they're a part of this world. not neglected, not banished or excluded in a burning freeze of cold of an endless void. idiots, lucky yet ungrateful for what they have. 

I don't want anything, but this endless pain to come to an end. some people live with unconditional love, while others live with unconditional pain. 

Am I the only one who's not from India? Not that I have anything against it, I just feel a bit... lonely...

Is true love even exists. Im not saying all girls are faking love or loving for timepass. But it's just that most of the girls i saw are like that. Will a girl love a boy for his character and not for his financial status,being handsome.

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