3am Thoughts

A girl ghosted me. She made a great achievement today. Should I congratulate? Considering she hasn't replied to past few msgs

Relationships

Hiiii, anybody into reading self help books online? 

It hurts to know that all this time it was fake. The care. The love. The friendship. Evrything. You used me . 
I begged you to not leave me like others did, you assured me that you are different but still you left me like others did
Mum warned me tht u werent trustable but I still trusted you . I am so stupid. 
We r still bsfs to this day but it hurts to be in this friendship. You still continue to use me but now ,now I'm gonna end it.

Current Affairs

How are you all feeling today ?? 

Mental Health

wanna end it all
it's just getting too much for me to handle..how much more of this I'll have to survive
finding no worth in holding on
just done
I am no longer living, just surviving with a fake mask on of a happy bubbly human being
and no one really cares


Life

What is one thing that you are grateful for today?

Self Love

I have this unknown suppress feelings. I feel like I just want to lash out on everyone even myself. I want to punch my self, slap my face, digging my nails to my skin, I want to scream and swears at anyone around me. I want to just run, and run until I run out of breath. I want to cry. Please let me go unknown feelings. I don't know you, just let me be free please. I know I'm not a good person. I know I'm toxic, but it's been years. Please, you already punished me enough. I'm tired. 

Mood Disorder

I want my boyfriend to post a picture of us on Instagram, but I don’t want him to feel like I’m making him. He hasn’t been very active on it but he has posted me on his story a few times, and whenever I mention it to him and he always just says we will and blows it off for another time. I don’t know why I want him to post us so bad but the longer it goes on the more it makes me wonder why he won’t. What do I do? 😅 

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