I open insta. I see my friends going to parties without me, random road trips, college, having flawless bfs. Then i close the app and start studying again  

Always. I just miss drama. I hate my anaconda friends anyway. 

Hahahaha yeaa we don't need the drama anyways

Lol. How would you react in this situation? 

Tbh at this point my career is my priority I have wasted enough time pleasing people or trying to fit in with “cool”people . 
I find parties  very boring this days .

Keep studying bud, it's gonna be worth it💯

Society

yung feeling na winiwish mo na sana extrovert na lang ako. yung tipong marunong makipagsalamuaha ng tao. kase aaminin ko talaga sa self ko that I comapare myself to my cousin. like parang naiinggit ako sa kanya kase andami nyang friends and kakilala and yung mga kamag anak namin is kaclose nya. and I'm so jealous of that. Kase palagi ako sinasabihan na lumabas ng bahay and makipagsalamuha. Kaya I feel tuloy na parang mali yung pagiging ganito ko. Is it wrong that I am introvert and I have social anxiety. I don't think they understand me :(


Anxiety

Yesterday weather was so pretty n I really wanted to meet my friends , chill with people. But as m in new city no one was there.
n today 😅 out of d blue my 3 online friends, one after another texted that they are coming this city will meet. I haven't spoke to these guys since months (cuz we all are busy) but today finally gonna meet.
M so happy that wishes come true.
So I met one friend in morning , gonna meet another one in few hours n then another fella.
 just wanna write down my happy thoughts.
Thankyou for reading.
🤗n I hope you have a great time.

Happy

Hey. Everyone . I had girlfriend which the relationship lasted for 4 years. And in Jan we had got broke up. Her only reason is that parents wont agree. She has blocked me eveywhere. When she feels sad she contacts me and disturbs me . I m trying to become stonger without her. Now in middle she is back and saying i wont be there so understand . And block me again. What to do with this. She had nice fun trip to goa and pondicherry . Now she says i dont have any friends. Im stuck in feelings . Any help

3am Thoughts

My happy life turned into something I never wanted.. 
Lost dad.. And took almost 2 years to get over that trauma.. Have exam but got less marks to take admission in medical college.. It's 2022 and I'm trying again.. To live for my ambitions and dream.. Yea it's so hard for me.. But I know this phase shall pass hehe. 

Dreams

Best Android games except battle royale games

I have to prepare some important document and I need to finish it by today. And I'm procrastinating because I'm scared how bad it might turn out as I'm not getting any ideas to frame and add on to it. It needs to be really good as it is an important document that decides my future. I don't want to procrastinate but I don't feel like writing. I don't wanna do it. But it needs to be get done.
Shit😑
I tried taking break and coming back to try, it is not working. I'm just lazing out. It is scary and I'm afraid, I won't make it.
Help! Give me some suggestions or anything to help me calm down and get my work done.

Unable to sleep…Ask me anything.💕 I'll be there to help~

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