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I often feel so insecure around my friend who judges people a lot and makes negative comments on them without even knowing them properly. I feel like i am a dumb person and she’s a way smarter than me and then i feel like i am someone who’s very clingy, cringe, and dumb whom ppl don’t really respect but talks nicely out of kindness. She’s a very private kinda person, she considers me her best friend but doesn’t share a lot with me , like she is being in a RS with a guy for more than 2 years but she always told me that she hates RS, she would never dare to go against her strict parents, and etc etc and would even elaborate more which turns out to be completely fake and made-up, to justify this she told me that she feared i would judge her cause i am not into this RS stuff but still i didn’t judge thought she might be honest that i could judge her and stop staying in touch with her. Most of the time whenever I say something she doesn’t respond very well, and most of the time completely goes silent which makes me feel so dumb as if i don’t matter. She isn’t really a sweet or nice person by behaviour and i am very sweet and nice kinda person when it comes to friendships. I am very clingy with my close friends. Due to which i keep feeling insecure. I often feel like an urge to always be around her, like i wont have any much fun if i am away from her. And whenever I have fun with my other friends i feel like she would judge me and make fun of me as she does with other PPL. Somewhere i feel like she’s kinda egoistic and often tries to dominate by her behaviour where she pretends she’s very smart and doesnt care whether her friends stay with her or not. I always have to behave in a certain way which wouldn’t make her judge me in front of her. I just don’t know how to deal with my overthinking and insecurity, i can’t break my friendship with her, i feel like i would be overthinking or overreacting but at the same time i also feel insecure and not so positive around her. I don’t wanna break my friendship for any silly reason or because of my own insecurities.plesde givme your honest opinion regarding this.

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Anonymous

But i just can’t change myself like this. I dont wanna be perceived as mean or egoistic by being dominating. The major goal of my life was to be kind and understanding and this would not support it

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