I now she is not mine🙃.. but I am happy in her happiness😊😊..

Dilasa de rha hai khud ko bhai ye.. ghanta khush nahi hota koi.. jis keh dete hai hum ladke khud ko strong show kraane ke liye.. fati toh hoti hai hmari bhi..🤣🤣🤣

Ab kya kre bhai royenge toh sab gaaliya bakenge ladkiyo ki tarah ro rha hai 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Hn bhai dilasa hi de rha hu khud ko 👍👍

Smjhta hu bhai mene bhi bahoot diya hai.. 🤣🤣🤣

Breakup

A girl is fallen in love with me......She proposes me several time in indirect ways........such as .....she says .... I'm addict to you, I miss u, mere mind me bas thum hi chalte rahete ho ....  etc, etc......

But I the problem is that I'm confused to say yes or no....  because I want a partner who is enthusiasm towards her goals which leads me to stay motivated towards my goals... 
But also I like her tooooo.....even I'm obsessed with her emotions.... I can't control myself seeing another is like me sooo much ...


And yes I'm a boy 

Relationships

I'm really confused about this , so yesterday someone proposed to my girlfriend and her reply was i don't want to be in a relationship right now and was going for 3 years .  When she told me that, I asked her why didn't you just say that you were in a relationship , she said that we have a complicated thing(8 months in our relationship )and i said what is there to complicate we are in a relationship or we are not .  Then I directly asked her What do you consider that you are in a relationship or not . She said she didn't consider herself in a relationship . 
After hearing this i broke up with her and she didn't even call back . 
Was i wrong ? 

Okay, things are getting worse.
I think its not meant to be. Only, thing I know is I am unable to defend myself I have no explanation of all the mistakes I am doing. And some how I am making her feel that I don't care about her. 
This is disheartening and worse thing is even I am unable to show. I think my words are more caring than my actions. I don't know whether one day It will be all worth it, we will be living our happy life together or one day it will end up by me regretting whole life with my silly actions.



LGBTQ

I had gotten over this person completely . But we started talking again in February and things were going fine, we had made each other clear that we are not crossing our limits. But during this second wave lockdown she used to text me daily , she used to talk about her family , about her husband , about her son ( btw she is married and we kind of had thing which in the past we couldn't let go off) . So yeah we got close again, she kept on saying me how much I have changed and all( we spoke till 2-3 am at night). One fine day we had met we spoke a lot and just went with the flow. After that meet , she has been ghosting me. she doesn't text properly, she doesn't call, if i call and text she gives me a vague reply. And now it is hurting me. There was a time i had really gotten over her, but now i have again started expecting from her which is making me sad all the time 

 How do I deal with this person who suddenly stopped giving me time and attention?

Is it good to getting back with ur ex again. 
She dumped me few months back.  No cheating or anything involved it was a parental thing for which she left me. 
She dumped me in a very mean way "I don't love u anymore,I don't care about ur efforts anymore" 
It was a nasty breakup and it's aftermath was also not gOod. 
But we are talking again. 
How should I approach this situation and move ahead ? 
I am scared that my will get hurt again.
But sometimes I feel like let's give it a try again.
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3am Thoughts

I wish that she has too feeling for me 🥺
Being melancholia every day every second 🪨

Anxiety

Going through a lot of things probably at my lowest
Don't to what to do or what to say I'm seeing my lover losing interest in me and going with someone new...
It's been only 1 year I overshared overloved overcared...and I got this...I'm not even trying to hold her you know I just want her to be happy and successful... I set her free..
But I don't know why I'm crying why it hurts so bad ;)

Love

I feel like I am In a real world now, I was Ij a relationship from last 4 years and yesterday she said she just want to be my GF she don't want to get married and the painful thing was she said It so normally and I started feeling bad because I was emotional fool who was having different things In mind but as she have a backup, I mean person to marry her, she was so practical with that 

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