I never wanted to go against my father as I know their views on people having love marriage n all and didn’t want to ruin the lil bond I have with him and he’s proud of me like I have no interest in all that and very early like in my school days also he indirectly said he will not tolerate this at all. So I never dated anyone in my life… And nor I look for. But I am 23 now when I see people in love n all I wish I had someone too and again I don’t want relationship coz I have trust issues and what if someone will just use me… as there are playboys I met mostly.
Also I don’t want to marry ever too Coz I have seen life after marriage changes completely, and I want freedom. I can’t think myself binded with someone and what if they are not like good, caring, loving n all.
Also I find myself very alone in this world when I see everywhere people dating, having relationships, heartbreak n all but I had never, when it comes to me I don’t have a story. People just get shock that I never been in relationship and don’t even want. It makes me feel low.
I don’t know if I will fall in love with someone or trust him. I do talk to guys and I think if I will get married either I will not be enough for him or maybe he will not good too me.
This I have never told to anyone now I am feeling better… If you read this far thank you
Akash Dalal @skybroker
I totally understand. These are complete replicas of my thoughts about relationships and marriage. thank you for saying it. I also don’t know how to be with a partner how a relationship works but I do feel like it is better to be alone than to fuckup someone’s life becoz you are not capable of handling people n their situation. :(
True… You just completed what I think
Akash Dalal @skybroker
and my friend you just said what I was going through
I understand… It’s better to not think about it but for me deep down I had these thoughts but I don’t want to think about it
Akash Dalal @skybroker
it was in the back of my mind too for a long time and now after you wrote I feel much relief… :)
I am glad it helped you(•‿•)
Akash Dalal @skybroker
i hope you are doing good. :)
Yes man !!!
Idk why but the word marriage gives me so much anxiety!!!
Yes. Trueeee!!!😬
N on top of that if you are a girl than it’s worst like mere parents are talking about my marriage I am just 19 …my parents are constantly reminding me once you complete your graduation we find a boy for you and shaadi karadenge… I said I want to complete my llm n then think about marriage they are shaadi je baad padhna …
Like in my house getting successful is not important shaadi is …
Akash Dalal @skybroker
i m hearing good things about your vision for completing LLM. all the best. :)
I know girl 🥺… they will keep saying this happens to me too🙃… you just keep doing your studies… meko bhi start se kahte aa rhe… abhi tak kahte h but I keep saying nahi karni shadi meko😌
Akash Dalal @skybroker
do it when you are ready?
