Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hi

How u doin Bud

Terrible if u ask me

How was ur day what u did ?

I lashed out at my sister and i hurt her badly and the guilt is eating me alive and honestly im still debating how to control myself from going into the bathroom and self harming cause honestly that seems like the best escape

Try meditation it helps in self awareness and controlling the emotions

I dont know how to explain it but im a reck right now, i feel so freaking alone, i have suffer for some type of mental illness where i feel guilty over everything and anything, and today for the first time in my life i spoke out how i felt to my sister and I really hurted her bad and my guilt is killing me and its taking every single piece in me to not go self harm right now

No u don’t understand, im the biggest support for my family i support them 24/7 and literally do everything they want and to keep them happy like a slave and i got so many hurtful comebacks from my sister even tho i always support her, after so much time i was bent up so i lashed on her for always thinking of herself and always acting like the victim (but at the same time i cant blame her cause she suffers from ocd and adhd) but I couldn’t help it u know i am in such a bad place right now and all she was doing is digging me deeper in this hole im in

Trust me I really need it

Hi

How are u?