I need help like actually , I donβt know what is wrong with me but there is something wrong and I am suffering a lot. I was so good at a kid and then teenage hit me and everything changed I started going after boys to find love, started neglecting my studies and got my heart broken and lost all self worth and love but still somehow aced till my 12 th class. I lost my dad when I was 15 , since then my mom, bro and I struggle but Iβm such a mess I donβt have energy to help her. Iβm 20 now I wasted 2 years of my college studying nothing, now when people are apply for internships , I donβt know how to pass the basic test of those. My chest is hurting. I donβt know how to help myself. I feel so helpless
cheems @cheems
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Hope @cureplace
Donβt overthink.
Internships are not hard to get into, untill and unless you have very high demand of salaries.
and college life is to explore it all and you did it very well. Things will fall into place. I was also like this in my college days, but things far at much better place now. Better then people who just studied and studied all the time
Raghu @raghu23
Overthinking
Mere dost, this is what life is.
Collect yourself you are much young.
Priorities things which are important to you. Distractions will always be there in many different forms.
You need to be strong and no one can teach you to be. You have to by urself.
In my case reading helps me a lot.
So give it a try. Focus what you have in your hands.
And hope you able to get what you are looking for.
Cheers.