Emilia @nobodymuch
I moved to my home country three years ago, and back where I lived, I spent all of my childhood there until I was 12. I agreed to move because I wanted to run away from all the stress and exhaustion (I had bad anxiety in school).
It didn’t hurt much at first, I was happy to be away from what spiked my anxiety but tbh it all got worse despite how easy-ish school was.
I missed my old life, my childhood, more than I thought I would. That’s what hurt, the regret of leaving but the idea that whatever I do, I will not have my old life back. I won’t get to see my friends again like they want me to the fact that they tell me it a lot makes me feel worse. I won’t get to relive moments of my childhood, like going to the mall or going to places I’ve been before. I can’t even go back for a holiday because my parents don’t want to or don’t have money. It just hurts and I didn’t think I’d miss it this much
Shoaib @shoaib
Well not now but may be in future you will goo still then you can await.
