i met this girl online for almost 8 months now and she is amazing, she made me feel things that i have not experienced before and yes we are together but the thing is, why do i still feel like she's still putting her guards up on me? and whenever i try to asked her about these things, she just brushed it off. What does that mean? 


what I think is you gotta give mer some assurance. make her believe that she can trust you no matter what, make her believe that u r here confidant. you gotta do some work body

Relationships

I had forgotten that she held my hands when i was alone now i can't leave her hands....

Love

I yearn for her so badly that I am unable to start over, I miss her very bad, I still hope, she'll be mine someday but deep down I know our bond will never be the same, as it was when we first met.

Self Harm

How do i ask out a girl? Like i've confidence issues i go all panic just about imagining it.

3am Thoughts

There is this girl that I really like but I am not able to approach, I get scared, afraid. When we were young I didn't approach her because I thought that I am not financially independent and I have not personally, it would be just for fun. But today I think I am free on my foot but yet I am not able to approach to her and tell her my feelings......... every day I wish I could be with her but I am unable to.

Anxiety

Hie everyone i’m someone i reside in noida 
I dont’t know what i’m doing here but since i’m here let me share my feelings with you all maybe today is the worst day of my life because my girlfriend left me and that too for such a blame i’m not guilty of so i met her in nov. 2020 she is beautiful adorable and charming.
Everything was good our life was good and ti be mentioned i have not loved anyone else other than  obviously my parents but this girl had something different within her that i’m so in love with her i just forgot everything else 
So the second phase of our relationship started and many issues came between us but we kept dealing with them but one day out of the blue she brokeup with me trust me i cried like someone my very own died that day but leaving my self respect behind i literally begged her to get back to me fortunately she agreed and we were happy again then this happened a couple of times more after that one more problem came between us the lockdown 2021 and we were going to apart in few days for months and suddenly i realised that there is sonething she is hiding me from months and i need to know it so i tried harder and then she told me that SOME FAKE ID IS TELLING HER THAT I’M STILL INVOLVED WITH MY EX  so we fought and i made her believe that there is nothing like that at all 
Then everything got back to normal but there was this fear that she will leave me once we get into longdistance which we will due to lockdown but she kept promosing me and making me believe that nothing of sort will happen and she is gonna stay with me 
But suddenly today in a small fight she told me that there was no such fake id it was my ex who was continuously instigating her she confronted me obviously i called my ex and asked her what is she doing tho i got to know that the love of my life is actually cheating on me (not physically) tho i figured out all the evidences and then she too confronted me about the same so these thing were going on we were talking about it and then she brokeup because she still believes my ex more than me i gave her everything i could in these months i did everything to be with her never cared about any friend or anything never cheated on her ever 
But if that is what i’m gonna get in end then why do she even came in my life bow i’m here alone depressed maybe i won’t be even able to laugh again for few weeks maybe i’ll be having a rough time for longterm but why did it happen with me why? 
If i could just go back in time i would for sure change that day of my life when i fall in love with her 
She didn’t deserve it at all
What do you guys think, was all the efforts were worth it what i should do now ? 

I don't know if this would help but I've been trying everything lately. I've been in a 6 year long relationship and like any other person I made plans for our future and I introduced my partner to my family (like literally everyone lol) and everyone loved her. Everything was going fine, we decided to move to abroad for higher studies and better job. I came a year before her so that I could adjust to everything this country has to offer hoping that I could be there for her if I know all the formalities before, if she needs anything. Well, after she came to abroad she started dating another guy and I had no clue (ofcourse I couldn't doubt her). I was busy figuring out job for me and doing her assignments (along with mine). Anyway, I think what I'm trying to say is that I'm trying to get over her from a long time and I'm trying everything that I can, I feel fine when I'm doing that activity but when I come back home, It's the same shit again. Open to any thoughts..:) thanks for reading.

Breakup

We broke up a month ago. Still wanted to stay in touch. We call each other after every 4-5 days but don't have anything to talk about so we end up talking formally. She texts me sometimes when she needs my help. She wants to be a friend but makes me feel as if i am no one. 
All this frustrates me. I am so confused.

Got out of a not so called bf/gf relationship but want bf/gf relationship benefits type of complicated relationship. I gave so many chances to her and to us though I know it’s not relationship and she don’t want it yet but she told me to wait patiently. She said many different things many differently times and don’t know which words to take seriously for anymore. Last night she called me two times and texted me Good night and if I am ok, I could pick up but I am worried about myself that my heart will  give another chance again to this whole thing all over again. What should I do? Should I call her back and reply? Would I be rude if I didn’t? Should I stay silent and kept on moving forward with my decision that I decided? I love her so much😔 have tried everything and gave so many chances for it. 

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