Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I met someone through bumble and I kinda liked him… I made it very clear to him by saying it out aloud that I’m not looking for anything casual or flings or hookups… I’m on the app for something real… He probably didn’t think I was being true… It was really cold so I offered him my sweat shirt after he left me home and said he’ll return it later… The next day he called me and said he’d like to return it, however due to night travel restrictions, he said he won’t be able to go home… I initially said don’t come, however later after he said we won’t sleep amd just sit and talk, i said what harm will it be… So called him… He returned my sweatshirt and we started watching something on netflix… After about 2 hours he made his move… I’m unaware if he got some signal from me… I tried avoiding it and even said no and stop, however he kept making and move and I got carried away too… We just kissed and made out… Next day i made him breakfast and post having his breakfast, he left… Almost 24 hours and no text… I’m sure he won’t text me or call me… I’m feeling so weird and I’ve literally stopped myself from crying almost 4-5 times in the day just cursing me 😭