Bro being single is not a curse its on you how you able to think,if you learn to survive alone you hve nothing to worry anything.i am also alone but i enjoying my own company 

I m frustrated 

Relationships

I wish there was a way to know that she belongs to me, doesn't matter currently or in the future.

3am Thoughts

How can i move on from a complicated relationship but not exactly a bf/gf relationship but me and the girl been doing everything together also sleep/cuddle together. I can’t stop thinking/question myself that why i got blamed saying that “we are not compatible and we both toxic” I swear that I didn’t do nth at all to be blamed and included for it like that. All I want is peace/happy/healthy committed relationship with her. I swear to God that I never start a topic that would make her mad or feel uncomfortable. She would bring up how she had to meet her ex since he misses their dog and she’s unsure if she’ll sleep with him or not if they meet, how she went to clubbing and don’t remember number of guys she kissed and got free drinks and she almost slept with a guys but she felt guilty of thinking about me, how she got invited to house party upcoming week and don’t know if she’ll be sleeping with a guy or not but she just wants freedom. I understand she wants freedom but why with me than though we aren’t in a relationship. 

If a girl likes/loves you but not ready for a relationship with you yet afraid of losing you. She still somewhat can’t get over her ex yet only hangs out with me all the time everyday/night only with me every second of the day. I love her a lot and I’ve been proving every time/day/ every second that I am the man thats willing to give her the world for her and would grow old together with her through anything no matter what. I want a relationship whom I want to grow, build and motivate together whether spiritual, mentally, physically or emotionally through thick and thin ride till die. I’ve already met everyone in her family, everyone in her family likes me and even thought we are dating. Should I keep going with her, with this whole non-relationship/complicatedship to see if we will start a relationship OR leave her/move on? So what should I do now in a situation like this? 

Hii 
My friends always asking don't you have gf,
I really don't have gf, i never talk to s girl, i tall if their tall to me, my friends not believing telling ur handsome u don't have gf, its hurting, im a boy i feels to have gf, but no got one, i wish to have one. But my friends bullying me for that and i want to show them after getting one gf, but i have met someone to make gf. 

How do stop the urge to call her? Whenever I call, I feel more hurt.  Now, I have called her after 20-22 days, still, I expect her to show me some priority and she does not care what I have been going through. I can't forget her for the last 1.5 years !! 




Breakup

Me(23M) and my girlfriend(23F) started dating 9 months ago.  We were PG mates. We finished our college 8 months ago. She's 700 km away from my home. Due to the long distance we kinda had a fair amount of bumps in our love life. Last October my dog got sick with CDV ( it's like AIDS for dogs, untreatable).  I was taking my dog for almost all the big veterinary hospitals in Chennai but nothing worked. Due to all the traveling I couldn't talk to my girlfriend. After a long heavy run I had to put my dog to sleep (euthanasia), It was the hardest choice for me. 
After that, for a week she and I connected to our love again. But this time I felt that she was kinda distant. I was really in a bad mental health cause of my dog's loss (she was my whole world). 
The second week I got a job in Assam, I desperately needed a break from my dog and my distant girlfriend so I took the job and went to Assam for 21 days. 
After coming back from Assam she was more distant from me. That made my mental health even worse. I kept asking her, she said she's fine. But I know she was not.  A month has passed. 
After that, this time I got a job for another state. And I told her to use this 21 days to see what went wrong in our relationship. She said okay.  While I was working on a job she was busy with her family gathering and trips and long bike rides.
 I returned on Feb 14 which was my birthday she didn't  reply to me. So I got mad and said some things which I'm not proud of. She got angry and said she needs one week of time. After a week she said again I need one week to think.
 I wanted to communicate with her for the whole four months but she always said TEXT ME. Always cut my calls. Avoided problem solving calls. 

Due to all the trips and bike rides she got a cold infection which put her into the hospital. Now she says, I will talk to you once I get to my home. 

Honestly guys, I don't know what did I do wrong with her ?. I apologized for my bad behaviour. I constantly overthink about her. All my friends say, try to be patient with her. But i don't know how ?? 

BTW, she was raised by good loving parents and I was raised by verbally abusive parents. I really wanted to create my own family with her. But it seems like I'm wrong.


Depression

Let's consider two person 
A & B so A is the one whom I love alot from past 5+ years but she doesn't care she humiliated me alot , abused me, etc but still I m unable to move on from her so B is our mutual friend ( I & A girl) B helps me alot, she told me to move on frm her (A girl) , she made me understand about everything, she helped me in studies, she always has been there for me to help me no matter it's study related things or about the problems with my own life she always motivated me but few days before B girl asked me to go out with her it's like a hangout but I denied but that was the first time she asked me and after I denied she started ignoring me she thinks tht I m only with her because she's the friend of Girl A and yess whenever I wanted to talk with girl A then girl B helps me alot, she convinced her to talk with me from that day she (girlA) started talking with me like girl A is a personality with attitude and she actually says that "you're not of my standard" on the other side girl B is a personality like she helps everyone but now I think maybe that day she needed me as she's not much expressive...and can clearly see that even she's not talking with me but she actually cares alot 
She indirectly helped me alot and I m the only guy friend of her...
And I am also not trying to talk with her regarding this am I being selfish with her? Am I wrong? 
She never asked me to go out with her but it was the first time... Did she really need someone at that day? 
What should I do? 

Friends

Feeling broken, relationship of 14 years have come to end and she feel that she is caged with me and dominated with my family... She moved to her parents and left me alone... By listening to some of her friends... 

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