I loved someone so much we were together and I made a mistake and for month than three months now I said sorry I have put every effort but she thought I betrayed her and she broke up with me and we are in the same classes we sit together and I hold my tears every time she said I don't love u anymore and here I don't wanna live anymore I loved her more than anything and I still love her , she is the only one I had in my life I'm so hurt everything she said to me in these three months I heard everything without saying anything but I lost myself when I see her I want to tell her that I love u but she just don't care at all

Breakup

She is gone but i still feel happy and joyful looking at her pictures, remembering the moments we shared and her voice still keeps running in my head. It's weird but i kinda enjoy doing all this.

Life

Frustrated

Teenagers

I don’t understand, every girl that I like that shockingly ends up liking me back and then it’ll just break randomly to a new bf I don’t understand. Like this girl was fucking perfect and all I wanted was her. I just wanted to care for her more than her shitty bf who has cheated does. Like at this point I think its honestly me there’s something that I’m doing that just makes them not want anything and just intentionally fuck with my head. She told me in a different timeline… wtf does that mean. She wants to but is confused and it’s not her fault but fuck I’m so done with shit like this I just want someone that wants me so I can just love someone.

Depression

Hey girls or a guy who has experienced below situation, I have a doubt about what should I do now

Here's what happened:
I was in a casual relationship(situationship) with a girl for around 5months, we were together and slowly i started getting involved in it more and more. Now the girl says, "she is sexually attracted to other people and is feeling sort of disconnect from me". I said to her it's normal but if you want to work on us, i am always open to it. But she is like i have tried working on it in the past too and it didn't work and it will not work this time too. 

We have stopped talking and i feel like lost and want to talk to her but also i feel like i should leave her alone. Any suggestions? Will she be back cause she is saying i am attached to you and i am not trying to get rid of you. I just don't know what should I do now? Wait? Or try to forget about her and live my life?

Updateee
I’ve been wanting to break up with my partner but I’ve been blocked for a few days. So Its been hard reaching out but I just got it over with and leave my message, it’s hasn’t been deliver yet since I’m block but at least I got it out of the way today because I don’t want to keep thinking about it.

I’m mad that they couldn’t even given me time for me to say directly I wanted to break up, it’s like I’m not worth of their time. It’s the fact this been dragging out a week because they didn’t want to communicate and keep me blocked.
But they’ll will probably see the message soon or later.


I planned their whole birthday and brought many gifts but sadly it canes down to this. I don’t even know if I feel bad for them or myself I even gave away my ticket to her friend since we planned a trip for her birthday but I decided to give it to her friend so they can have fun.

There’s just so many messed up things and toxic about this relationship. They can never communicate with me and drag it out longer when they feel like it at least I’m single now.




Loss

Hi!!
     i lost myself around 8 months ago, i still feel she is the one. idk what's wrong between us . she is still in touch with me. as of now we are in a track to build carrers but i just feel i still love her . idk how to take care of the situation and by any chance idnt want to regret by leaving her by not even trying. 

Lonely

There is a girl whom I am love from last 15 years.. But she doesn't love me... But everyday I miss her more. She is still in touch with me but she don't know that I still love her 😔😔... I still remember the first day I saw her.. 

Is it possible to love someone who doesn't love you back????

Talked to a friend today. Was really close with her ten years ago when we were still studying. She is now married and have two kids. Asked me how my life is going, especially on the relationship front. Told her alliances my family is looking for keep rejecting me because of a complication in horoscope. She said why so negative, no need to believe in all this. I haven't even told her i just had my heart broken yesterday. Decided not to since that maybe another negative thing to tell her. She asked me to quickly find someone and marry because all my siblings are married and having children and that i shouldn't be alone. I didn't choose to be alone. Tried many times to have a relationship. Never worked. Let others to find for me. Never worked either. Whenever people tell me to just get out and get a boyfriend, i just want to cry. The man who broke my heart yesterday, was someone i have known since i was 14. I fell head over heels when i first saw him at school, but never had the guts to talk to him. Years pass by and i dated many others, though only had one serious relationship, to move on from him over the years. Finally, towards the end of 2019, he transferred to work in the same city that i was working. By then, i thought i was over him and i thought we could be friends. The more i knew him, the more time i spent with him, the more i fell for him. It just felt so right and i believed it was destiny that brought us together after all these years. We became really close and i really believed he loved me too. Yesterday when i finally asked him if he felt anything other than friendship for me, he said "if asking if I felt love.. answer is no". I just felt so stupid and broken. I know it's not the end of the world but for me, it's probably end of falling in love. Everything i felt when i was with him, felt so perfect and just so wholesome. Always thought he would end up falling in love with me just like i did. I never really pictured marrying anyone i dated or having a family with them. But with him, i pictured a whole family and growing old together. I know many people go through these things and manage to overcome it. I'm not sure how I'm going to do it. Everyone i know are either married, in a relationship or happily single. Since I have always wanted to get married and have children, i couldn't be any of those. Whenever i see a video of a baby or a photo, it breaks my heart knowing i may not have my own and not with him. Somehow i feel cheated by God. Why bring him so close to me when i was sure i moved on from him? I wouldn't have tested the waters at all if he wasn't near. I wouldn't have discovered what a wonderful person he is and gotten close. He would always have been a "could have been". I would not have known him better or fallen in love again. 

P/S: just wanted to get these out of my chest

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