I loved someone for 8 years , did everything possible to earn her, made every efforts, her opinions where my decisions , she was everything for me , But the sad part of the story is You can't force anyone to love you 😔. Someone said it right, love is just damn luck . 

I know what you are going through. Time will heal everything. I won't lie... it will be super tough but that's how it is. And I am always here whenever you feel like talking. 

I agree, love is not something you should chase.

Just know that people will keep you where they want you to b in their life not where u deserve to be....And it's better to accept people as they are and not as we expect...
Hope ull find a person who doesn't make u feel loving is hard. Fighting✊

Love

I am feeling better 

Celebration

Our pain we need to only suffer its an lie we can allocate it to others. We need to suffer no other option.😔

3am Thoughts

I cant help it with the hookup culture nowadays thats here, trying to get a good gf is really hard. Even trying a hookup is hard for me cause I cant find any way to ask anyone for it. Don’t give me any replies saying “dont think abt girls” or something like that because trust me I have good control over my mind, but then when the urges come sometimes I can’t help but think about it

It’s crazy to say out loud and half the time I don’t believe it myself. In 2018 I got struck directly in the head by lightning and I’m now I’m just trying to recover and except my new life. The new me. 

Memories

Everything sucks. 

I'm a fanfic writer, something I always do to keep myself sane for the last three years. I've risked so much free time on writing, I've put in all my strength into writing until I think it's enough. 

I used to get feedback and everything, now, when I post something I am mega proud of (well I used to), I'm never getting anything and no one gives a shit about replying to any of my ten messages mentioning literally anything. I feel so ignored, because no one cares and bothers to even read.

I post on here, I'm never getting comments when I get hopes up for any support that I don't have. It sucks because whatever I do, I'm ignored. 

Anything I write in a fan fiction, posting it, hoping to get some support or a nice compliment or even a comment, no. I'm ignored. At this point I'm just too disappointed to continue, I've worked on this series for all the summer holidays, spending my time on it, only to be stuck at a point where Ii just hate it because It's just me posting, waiting for it to be noticed.

Everything sucks. 

I can't handle my own life, I spend too much time with fan fiction, music or Netflix shows just trying to find something I can finally be satisfied with. I have and when I want to share it, no one gives a shit. 

I want to  quit but I just can't because it's all I ever do, without it, I don't imagine even without it. Everyone used to care and now I keep opening up the sites to see if anyone responds to anything. 
I just want to be noticed properly for once  

Exhausted

Hey Guys, I've been feeling low recently.

I used to look Good in my College days as I had Hair, but since then my Hair has been constantly reducing and becoming lesser and lesser which is impacting my looks a big time.

A lot of people have made fun of me and I do not like the fact that I don't look the same I used to look 1 year ago. It feels very bad to loose something that is a part of you at a young age of 23.

I feel i'm loosing my identity with my hair.

I tried alot to fix it. I first thought it has something to do with oils. I tried putting various types of oils. Then I thought it might be because of stress, I read alot of self help books and learned to fix my mental health and anxiety and gain confidence. But it still my hair never stopped falling out. 

Then I realised I have a lot of junk food so must have to do with Diet and Nutrition.

I started working with a Dietitian to fix my diet and fullfil the nutrition needs of my body and changed my entire eating lifestyle. But still my hair doesnt stop falling.

I have checked my blood reports and everything in my body seems fine all, there is absolutely no problem at all.

I still don't understand what's the problem.

I feel so lost right now. I have worked very hard trying to manage this problem and balance many other things in my life but I feel everything has failed.

I'm trying to keep myself happy but i cannot.

And I'm not able to focus on anything.
I have alot of tasks and goals to accomplish but this particular problem is bothering me alot.

Depression

why there is nobody appreciate me yeah i know im ugly and stupid but i never asked to born this way if i can choose i will definetly never choose to be like this and i always trying to be nice to everyone cuz ik thats the one thing i can afford.

I'm feeling like I'm the only person with no friends and no social life ,being aloof throughout life.N this feeling is just not too good .I want to make friends not just online but who can support me ,help me ,share feelings ,eat together etc.this is it.

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