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i love myself. sometimes i hate. i think that i’m better than anyone else but i am very very super shy. i’m insecure about my body, my hobbies, my face. sometimes when people touch me I want to kill them. even if it’s my mom. I am very jealous of people and I hurt myself for not being like them. I wouldn’t tell any of this to my family. I’m sure they will just say ‘I have it too’ or ‘don’t be over dramatic’. I tried before.I have nobody to talk to. my mom and dad broke up and i don’t love my dad. sometimes I don’t like my mom either. but I consider myself selfish because she is the only one for me right now and I am hurting myself again. my friends are very different from me, i hate and envy them so much. They can talk to teachers without any problem. They can do what they want. How are they not ashamed? Even I am ashamed for them.
Even the things we love, and the music we listen to are different with my friens. I have a big exam soon and I’m afraid if I don’t get the school I want. please. i just want someone to talk to.

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Reason of being insecure?? Love the way you are just accept yourself …tell me if you can’t accept yourself then how you expect others to accept you the way you are???
Jealous for what??? They are happy in there own way… you be happy in yourself… what’s the need of hurting yourself in this??
Talk to your family once without jumping in any conclusion maybe they will understand you …or maybe just try to talk to your mother…
If you known that your mom loves you unconditionally then please don’t do anything that will hurt her…and no you are not selfish it’s just you are overthinking…

You are ashamed for your friends because they are doing what is making them happy? baby no you know what you mean… I’m sorry but you are being judgemental here…let everyone do what they want to do and you also just ignore every thought and do whatever you feel like is good for you 💕💕

Having different taste of music is ok like everyone has their own choices

And for exam just do your best and don’t even think of not getting that school just do your best and believe yourself 🥺

💕💕💕💞💞💞

ilikefrogs

thank you. thank you so much. You can be sure that I will keep this message and read it whenever I’m sad. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

And be sure that whenever you feel like you can ping me 💞
Sending virtual hug and lot’s of love ❤️

Anonymous

okay. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ❤️❤️❤️ thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

You’re such an inspiration

Everyone is an inspiration it’s just we first have to learn to love ourselves and know our worth and boomm everything is so easy and we all are inspiration for someone 💕

Would love to have a good personal talk since you’re really good at motivating people shru if you don’t mind

Sure drop your ig will send you request over there

I actually deactivated my ig would love to have a chat on Snapchat maybe? I really someone like you to talk to me

Facebook will work?

Ofc you can text me on Facebook messenger