i love myself. sometimes i hate. i think that i’m better than anyone else but i am very very super shy. i’m insecure about my body, my hobbies, my face. sometimes when people touch me I want to kill them. even if it’s my mom. I am very jealous of people and I hurt myself for not being like them. I wouldn’t tell any of this to my family. I’m sure they will just say ‘I have it too’ or ‘don’t be over dramatic’. I tried before.I have nobody to talk to. my mom and dad broke up and i don’t love my dad. sometimes I don’t like my mom either. but I consider myself selfish because she is the only one for me right now and I am hurting myself again. my friends are very different from me, i hate and envy them so much. They can talk to teachers without any problem. They can do what they want. How are they not ashamed? Even I am ashamed for them.
Even the things we love, and the music we listen to are different with my friens. I have a big exam soon and I’m afraid if I don’t get the school I want. please. i just want someone to talk to.
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