Jessica White @fuckeht
I love my family i love my life and my things I am appreciative and I am so blessed but why do I feel so empty and lost why do I feel so alone with so many ppl in my life and home. I always feel tired and I always feel upset. I’ve always know I’m the happiest person or expressive person bt I’ve always been able to be able to enjoy life and the ppl around me. I’ve always knew there’s something wrong with me mentally like depression and anxiety and all of that bt I’ve been able to swim above it or atleast ride with tide and be present and be able to ignore the lil thing to enjoy the big things bt know it seems like everything is wrong I can’t get anything right and it leaves me in this state where I don’t even wanna be myself idk how others stand to be around me.