i love my ex so much till the point im imagining myself falling in love with someone else making me sad 😭

Breakup

What does it feel like to die ? Do any of you long for it ? 

3am Thoughts

Want a restart in life ! 

I have so many frustrations and sadness build up inside that i cry so easily now. I have a constant feeling ppl around me hates me secretly. I wonder why i was even born.. im not doing this world any good nor the world doing me any good. 

Suicidal Ideation

'Tell me every terrible thing you did, and let me love you anyway.' 
                -Edgar Allan Poe ✨

Love

I'm just been really tired and I haven't been able to think clearly or get my thoughts together. I'm struggling just to type this out because I'm having a hard time concentrating. I forget to do the simplest things, like load my marta card just to get back and forth to work. I've been having massive headaches and I just can't shake this tired feeling. Sometimes I wish I was fully disabled so I don't have to work and I can just sit at home and collect Social Security because I've had enough of this life I'm living. 

Exhausted

I want to ask boldly one thing to everybody.... 

For achieving your dream if you have to work non stop everyday for 2-3 years (or maybe more).. Will you do that or will you go on with your job (in one of the Fortune 500 companies) which is providing you good work life balance and good growth?

Confusion

I sometimes rely on fictional characters that I relate with ( or just fictional crushes if you know what I mean😏) so that I can feel like I’m talking to someone about my problems. But one day I was having a breakdown and it was dark so I thought I saw one of my fictional crushes. I tried to reach for their hand but it was my blanket. I hate that I rely on fictional shit to cope with my problems and that I can’t even talk to anyone I actually know…

End is the Beginning, Beginning is the end.

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