I love my boyfriend a lot and he loves me a lot too. That is clearly evident from his care and actions that he does even without any expectations. It has been 2 years since relationship started. But idk we fight or argue a lot, maybe bcoz i am headstrong or stubborn, i try to act matute but end up being very negative and fight a lot. I want to control it but cant. Are normal relationships really this hard or is it just us ?
Moreover i am not able to indulge in sexual relation with him even after 2 years. He respects my “no” totally,but i myself feel bad that around us all friends are moving forward while i am still for some reason living in denial. He is my best friend and i cant imagine fun without him. But i am more like afraid of sex , of pregnancy maybe, or something else and feel shy. How can i overcome it?