I love him, and we are bestfriends
I’ve been talking to this guy for some time, but feeling like I’ve known him for my whole life.
He is an ordinaryguy who got everything from me without trying. Everything means the feeling I could have toward him. I don’t know, it might be a crush that would have gone soon, or the permanat love that I’m trying to deny but FRIENDSHIP. I can see my future with him and could not imagine live without hime tomorrow. But, I know everything never be working. He has his dream girl who is of corse not me. I am one thing from him his bestfriend and no more than that. I know how I feel about him but I’m denying it to protect him. BEing his Bestfriend seems to be the best way I could do to at least keep him in my life. Sometimes, you can have someone in life, but not the position you would want to.
Am I stupid to do this that I call him “bestfriend” tho I want more than that?